Friday, February 27, 2009
exam's coming..
someone pls save me..
or kill me b4 i die..
ahh...exam ahh...
many ppl said..
don need study la..ujian selaras only ma..
but it juz cant get out of my mind..
keep on thinking of exams..and
u..
let's fail together..
and die together..
but don die in a too horrible state..
hope i'm living in tamadun mesopotamia or even earlier..
so that studying is not that important..
hope i can stop time..
but its impossible..for now..
sick~~sick~~and sick~~
die soon..
i love u baby-zkang-
10:03 PM
friday should be a happy day..
cuz 2moro and the day after 2moro..we had time to rest..
should be happy..
but today..
kinda moody and down..
in fact..its very moody and down..
maybe i'm juz too tired or something..
cant concentrate in class..
crap also less today..
wanna slp and go home during classes..
what a day..
during classes in class..
was talking to eu jin the whole time..
i mean it..the whole time..
and he's talking bout someone the whole time..
i wont tell who is
SHE..cuz i promised him not to tell..
crazy fellow..desperate boy..haha..XD
time passes so s-l-o-w-l-y today..
the freaking english teacher still doesnt wan to return bak my notebook/diary/whatsoever..
my book..screw u!!!
i wanna die!!!
dying soon..
baby i miss u..
i love u..wanna hug u tight..-zkang-
9:37 PM
Thursday, February 26, 2009
exam examexam
examexam.....=.=
next week exam..
still got juz few days..can count with only 1 hand..
new in form 4..
dunno whether can survive this exam anot..
hope can juz pass la..
juz pass la..
fail also normal la..
ahh!!!
study study study..
y am i still writing these stupid things..
i should be studyin now..
no mood..
cant study..
but had to..
so had to..go..now..
study loooooo..
don wan also have to say wan..
-zkang-
10:13 PM
10:13 PM
yea..
the form 4's were scolded like mad cow today..
and our beloved principal said..
i will humiliate u boys..cuz u humiliated the skul..
bla bla bla..
form 4 rox..
malaysia boleh!!!
i think i swallow the wrong pill..
or maybeeee i swallow too much of the pills..
got damn crazy throughout da day..
crapping crapping and crapping..
asking when the sir is goin to marry..
asking him when to find another job..
kinda stuff..
and he tend to not answer and walk off..
and fine!!
during bio period..
my stomach hurts..
i think its bcoz i dint eat..
cuz during recess..
a form 1 student i think..got a long cut..20cm i think..
no choice..sacrificed my recess time to treat him..
bloody hell..he was screaming in pain and i was damn annoyed..
don care whether he'll cure anot la..cuz his screaming really can make me concentrate..
make me starve some more...grrr
wait till skul end..
went to nando's..
cuz i made a promise to belanja jia wei cuz of his bday..
den go nando's lo..
eat eat eat..
my wallet hurts the most..
but don care la..
skipped tuition and went home..
but god was pouring dunno wad kinda liquid onto the earth..
had to get wet lo..
went to fren's house for a while only reach home..
exam starting next week ah..
bio physics chem sejarah add maths sure die liao..
gtg study lo..
although i'll sleep in a short while-zkang-
9:06 PM
Wednesday, February 25, 2009
there's 1 fellow taught me..early in the morning..the 1st phrase that come out from our mouth must be positive..such as.."oh yes today i'm gonna have a nice day"so..i followed..i let out my 1st phrase with a........."oh SHIT!!!"den i went to skul..that fellow was right..we must let out positive words..so..i face the consequences..our class pj time was canceled due to some freaking boring talk..talk about how to concentrate..oh my god..we wasted an hour and a half there..listen wad we already noe..some more have to get scolding from the teachers..worst is..we sacrificed out pj time!!!geramnya!!!after that freaking annoying talk..went bak to class for add maths period..then..oh my god..its HELL..dunno wad happened to the teacher today..adrenaline went so freaking hot toady..scolded for the whole add maths period..cuz half of the class didnt complete her work..including me..and the whole day we were juz busy doin our work..cuz she ask us to pass it up by the end of the skul..so every period i was doin add maths..when maths period..something funny cracked out all of the sudden..the teacher told us that he's quite happy bcoz this will be the last week teaching us..and he'll go off for his stpm result and get a better job..but before he can explain y he's happy..one of my fren i dunno who..ask him whether is he happy bcoz of the new teacher..then sir was...=.="..speechless..den trying to explain..and we go ha..ha..ha..there goes the whole day..and i have to go for a short training for the rocket skul representative..not satisfied with few attempts..and finally broke skul's record..were very happy..when we feel like stopping already..we thought of giving another try on the parachute project..we lauch it 90 degree to the sky..but the parachute juz cant open..the rocket was damn high that it actually took 20 seconds to wait it land..everybody cheered..but accident happened..my fren was hit by someone on the head and was bleeding like hell..as a st john 1st aider..i should help him..but i cant..he's bleeding like a stream..cant help but to send him to the hospital..pray hard for him..during tuition..omg...the freaking english teacher was cracking freaking jokes again..and he goes.."there were 3 frens..trouble, shutup and manners..one day they went hunting..but suddenly trouble was somehow missing..shutup and manners went to find him..but they couldnt..so they went to the police station to make a report..and bcoz manners is quite shy..he let the talking for shutup..and he wait outside and shutup went in..the police officer ask shutup..wad is ur name..and he answered..shutup..the police was shock and ask him..where are ur manners?and shutup answered outside..and the police was pissed..and he ask..are u looking for trouble??shutup answered him..ya..how u noe?? and the police officer fainted.."he juz manage to make the whole class laugh...thats y everybody loves him..god bless him..sien lo..wanna study..
bye..
-zkang-
9:44 PM
Tuesday, February 24, 2009
how come time runs so fast sometimes..
but crawling slowly and certain times..
during morning's assembly..
the principal started his speech..
and what he said this morning was totally humiliating us..
he's teaching us how to use a toilet bowl..
its like teachers in nursery teaching those 3,4 year old kid using the toilet or something..
and he started off with..
"as u all noe..the toilet bowl telah dibahagikan into 3 different parts..
1 is the bowl itself, den the seat and the cover.."
apuden!! still got wad wor?
den he continued:" the seat must always be lifted..
unless u r doin ur business inside..otherwise..pls kindly lift it up..
and the seat is meant to be sitten..not to stand on it.."
bla bla bla..end of story..
still can stop laughing
den during add maths period..
thinking of that teacher..
make me laugh my shit out..
oh my god..
dunno wad drugs she took today..
whenever student ask her a question..
she turned bak and gave us a smile that she think is sweet..and we think is freaking disgusting..
oh my god..cant eat liao la..!!
and wad made me freaking pissed is english period..
baby save me!!
that teacher juz took my notebook..
and claimed that i'm doin other work during her period..
what the hell..
some more wanna check my drawer whether i'm still doin it anot..
i'm not even doin anything..
what the heck!!
cant check for any books than give alasan ask me not to play a fool during her class..
damn it..
my book was still with her..
and my respect towards her..
GONE!!!yeah today played in the rain..
wet wet wet wet..
gone for tuition where WE laugh alot..
and now..wanna slp jor..
tired+a bit of anxiety+hyper
bye
-zkang-
11:04 PM
Monday, February 23, 2009
its the start of a week lo..have to go skul again..
even though not enough rest..still have to go ryte??
den during assembly..freaking many funny things occured..
1st..
a boy from form 6..went out to give his speech..
they whole skul was like cheering for him cuz of the way he acted..
even graceful than a girl many would say..
and thats when our skul principal steps up and say..
stop this nonsence!!
respect the others..
everyone has their own characteristics..
bla bla bla..
so until our beloved puan majinah to give her speech..
and she started singing selamat sejahtera dan assamualaikum as usual to the students..
and student will surely sing bak with their nicest voice..
den..she started with perfect english..
there goes..
"hari ini..cikgu akan start giving out kata-kata hikmat..dan cikgu berasa phrase ini amat suitable for the situation now...iaitu..silence is golden" and repeats.."sunyi itu emas..semua orang tahu emas itu sangat valuable kan??"
like duh..
enough of the freaking funny assembly..
speaking about studies..
its sivik period again..
and
oh my god i would say..
teacher gone mad cuz we cant remember our numbers..
and teacher started to ask everyone in the class to stand up and wasted a period's time to get the numbers to us..1!! 2!! 3!! 4!! 5!!
so everyone got their numbers..and everybody sits again..
den teacher started writing on the board with the speed of light and with the writing of chicken as well..everyone was blur and started chit chatting..bla bla bla..
den she ask us to stand again..
this time many got very annoyed with her teaching and started to fight bak..
"teacher wan fight izit?"
"teacher sot sot geh"
luckily she dint hear...if not she'll definitely cry again lo..
we suffered both period as she started talking bout meaning of life and respects..
god save me..
finally its over..and i cant remember wad i did in all the periods after that except crapping with others..
i'll juz skip everything until skul end..cuz i cant remember things..cuz i'm old..
forgive me ya...XD
prefects meeting started at 1430..and i have calss up to 1500..
went in late for sure with another 3 mangsa..
got our place and listen..
listen..
and listen..
juz in 5 minutes time...
shooting started..
a war started inside..
many bullets missed me..but other kena and die 99..
and i don really understand y many were killing each other..
its like pulling each other down..
they are not aware of the consequences and memang bodoh..
fnished meeting bout 1800 and came out of the hall shivering cuz its bloody damn cold..
ftk..if its not cuz of u..i will surely reach home by 8 or 9..
u're the man..i love u..
think of homeworks...i have unlimited homeworks were to be done..
better start doin it..i mean..
better continue doin it..
ta ta..
-zkang-
10:38 PM
Sunday, February 22, 2009
2day is sunday..
and its 22nd of february..
22/2/2009..
and its ur bday stupiak jia wei..
HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!do u get me???
u will always be...
...simple but complicated...
..rational but emotional...
..short but tall...
..fat but thin...
..patient but bad tempered...
..daydreamer but thinks deeply...
..shy but talkative...
..cool but frenly...
..tought but warm...
..strong but weak...
..hardworking but lazy...
..clever but dums...
..innocent but mysterious...
..looks happy but sad...
..generous but stingy...
..good but bad...
..kind but selfish...bodoh la lu!!!
happy birthday once again..
and u're my best gay fren 4eva..
and i cant believe i said that..ishh-zkang-
4:38 PM
Friday, February 20, 2009
today duno for wad reason..
gone too hyper and crap with eu jin like hell..
crapping from 1st period till 5th i think..
but things gone very bad after that..
it was est period..
and i don feel or don wanna talk bout it..
its juz bad..
not allowed to eat during recess..
the medicine is killing me...i should eat after taking the medicine..
but was prohibited..
so i was like starving till skul ends.........
so fater recess..
got freaking hyper again..
started crapping again..
and until the skul ends..
only i realise i have 3 things to do again..
got prefects meeting..
practice for rocket launching..
and the freaking st john meeting..
so apparently..i went to st john meeting 1st..
and start playin a fool..
den i had to rush for the prefects meeting..
once i got into the room...
the feeling isnt good...
in fact...its horrible and terrible..
prefects got scolded and pin-point..
and we were like diam diam at 1st..
but somehow..
many of us cant tahan and started defending selves..
its like a war inside..and i juz kept quiet..
dead quiet..
until everything is over..
so after that..
yea...went for rocket practive...
was juz able to launch about 5 rockets..
and we broke the record..
so when i'm playin football..
i got crazy..
kicking around..
like i'm mad or something..
i kicked like some super star..
and the form 1's are juz callin me..
"look at that fellow..can kick from half court.."
"wow..that's the best kick i've ever seen.."
"what the hell..how did he do that??"
"wow...his shot can curve.."
all sort of comments..or rather compliments..
make me feel high..
but..suck la..got to go when its at the peak..
and i got kicked on my right eye..
fine!!!
got home..have no time to rest then got something to do..
2moro still have to go for the cross country thingy..
haih..duty or run leh??
dunno la..
gtg...sayonara..
-zkang-
9:43 PM
Thursday, February 19, 2009
it's u..who chg me
into a open minded person..
into a crazy fellow..
into a much more happy person..
into someone new..
u're important..
and all is about u..
U..
made me positive..
made me feel love..
made me noe wad's the meaning of heaven..its all about..
U
9:17 PM
after 2 days of rest.. felt like a new person now..
except my crazy thoughts r still inside my head..
got to skul and immediately i had a fright..
the chair or sofa i'm sitting on it dunno for wad reason turn to the back..
i knew i'm gonna fall on my head..
but god saves me..oscar saved me..
close call..
izit weird i'm bak to skul??
everyone was like asking me..
"zhengkang!! u got come to skul ahh??"
what the heck..
den was crapping the whole day long with many ppl..
and i found out that..copying fren's work is so freaking easy..
if we do ourselves..
waste time..
waste energy..
waste brain cell..
not sure whether its right anot..
if we copy..
save energy..
save time..
and if he's wrong..at least someone like us will wrong with him..
and i dunno y the time passes that fast today..
den only i realise i have 3 things to do at the same time..
1. st. john meeting
2. prefects dunno wad meeting..
3. rocket thingy for skul representative..
and god really saved me..
apparently the prefect's meeting does not need me in that meeting..
and the rocket thingy can be postpone to 2moro..
so i juz have to go for the st. john meeting with my empty stomach..
and hell started..
our ''BELOVED'' teacher came in..
and chg-ed many rules that we had before..
ya everythin have to go through her..and i'm indirectly scolded by her..
causing her so much trouble..
so end of the meeting..
den ho weixing conduct own meeting..
and he pointed out so many things that is related to me..
pressures are everywhere..
got it from the skul..
from st john
from prefects
from parents.."i think don have larr"
and now i'm not even sure whether i'm suitable to take part in the coming state comp..
everyone is worried except me,, still playing around..
so yea..pressure is given to me again to get serious and i was scolded many times..
and now only i realise i'm holding so much post in prefects..
and now only god can save me..
all i can do is juz pray
and pray..
and pray..
and pray..-non-stop-
i hope u're by my side now..
6:44 PM
Wednesday, February 18, 2009
not goin to skul today..
sicked stayed at home..
head banging everywhere..
something is in my head eating my brain..
well, juz have to get used to it..
even though not goin to skul..
still went for tuition..
purpose?? to c
leng lui la..
no la..sorry baby..i dint say that..
went there to study la of cuz..
got home and only remember
KARANGAN havent do!!!
think until head burst..
still doin..
and doin..
and doin..
and will continue later..
got to go..have to finish my bloody karangan..
and doctor ask me to slp early..
but believe me...i wont
stop now la...
bye.
-zkang-
8:48 PM
Tuesday, February 17, 2009
actually this blog is officially open thx to dunno who's idea on sharing blog with each other..
the three heroes are stupid eugene, idiot jiawei and me zhengkang.
BLOODY hell...waste bout 4 minutes to do this...
2moro u guys are
dead...
10:37 PM
