Thursday, February 19, 2009
after 2 days of rest.. felt like a new person now..
except my crazy thoughts r still inside my head..
got to skul and immediately i had a fright..
the chair or sofa i'm sitting on it dunno for wad reason turn to the back..
i knew i'm gonna fall on my head..
but god saves me..oscar saved me..
close call..
izit weird i'm bak to skul??
everyone was like asking me..
"zhengkang!! u got come to skul ahh??"
what the heck..
den was crapping the whole day long with many ppl..
and i found out that..copying fren's work is so freaking easy..
if we do ourselves..
waste time..
waste energy..
waste brain cell..
not sure whether its right anot..
if we copy..
save energy..
save time..
and if he's wrong..at least someone like us will wrong with him..
and i dunno y the time passes that fast today..
den only i realise i have 3 things to do at the same time..
1. st. john meeting
2. prefects dunno wad meeting..
3. rocket thingy for skul representative..
and god really saved me..
apparently the prefect's meeting does not need me in that meeting..
and the rocket thingy can be postpone to 2moro..
so i juz have to go for the st. john meeting with my empty stomach..
and hell started..
our ''BELOVED'' teacher came in..
and chg-ed many rules that we had before..
ya everythin have to go through her..and i'm indirectly scolded by her..
causing her so much trouble..
so end of the meeting..
den ho weixing conduct own meeting..
and he pointed out so many things that is related to me..
pressures are everywhere..
got it from the skul..
from st john
from prefects
from parents.."i think don have larr"
and now i'm not even sure whether i'm suitable to take part in the coming state comp..
everyone is worried except me,, still playing around..
so yea..pressure is given to me again to get serious and i was scolded many times..
and now only i realise i'm holding so much post in prefects..
and now only god can save me..
all i can do is juz pray
and pray..
and pray..
and pray..-non-stop-
i hope u're by my side now..
6:44 PM
