Tuesday, June 30, 2009

if dreams never fail to come true..
if dreams always get into our life..
if we wont be waking up from our dreams..
if dreams are forever..
it's good to dream huh?

anything which is impossible will be possible..
such as 1+1=36
so 36-1=1 ryte?
everything which does not make any sense can happen..
and that would be cool if any of the president can fly..
or michael jackson suddenly revived..

dreams are good..
it helps us to unstrain our accentuated mind..
ppl that we don like..
may be disappeared forever maybe?
ppl who we love can be with us..
although it's the opposite in the real world..
in dreams we always enjoy except nightmares..
we juz love it..

but it sucks..when we had to wake up when things are getting better and better..
it sucks when we had to give up all those happy things in dreams..
to make it worse..we cant remember even if we tend to..
if dreams can be forever and comes true without fail..
dreams..dreams..dreams..

sweet dreams everyone..
good nite..

-zkang-

10:30 PM

Monday, June 29, 2009

blardy derek..
y tag me..some more so long..=(


1.My Name : Lim ZhengKang

2.My Birthday : 3rd May 1993

3.Who tagged you : Derek Chan

4.Name 5 best friends : wad if i say don have? got la..Jia Wei, Eugeng, Meng Teck, Choon Wei, Oscar

5.What do you wished for birthday : a handphone..new wan..if possible..

6.Happy things that happened recently : won a dota match^^wakaka

7.Most stressed about recently : reports day lo..i still dunno how am i gonna tell my mom about my result..2 days dint go to skul liao ma..

8.What is your dream about future : living with her happily..

9.Do you have someone you like : don ask me^^

10.Will you visit your ex-teacher in a classmate gathering : i'll c which teacher..

11.Most happy to hang out with : my mother!! haha joking..of cuz gf's lo...siapa lagi?

12.If two of your friends are having conflicts : i'll try..my best..although it's not..to ask them to chill gua..

13.Where is preferably the place to go with your lover : where we can be alone..

14.What to do in Christmas : it's chrismas..not christmas!! sing chrismas song and enjoy the snow if there is snow..

15.Who do you want to celebrate Christmas with : frens gua..

16.Bad habit on waking up early in the morning : dunno wor..

17.How many siblings do you have : 1 younger brother and 1 younger sister..

18.Favourite song(Female) : Halo by Beyonce

19.Favourite song(Male) : No Boundaries by the gay ass (Adam Lambert)

20.Favourite Colour : Black and white

21.Flush before using the toilets? : depends on situations..

22.Love me not? : u must love me!!

23.Affectionate to guys or girls : i'm totally not adam lambird!!

24.What do you want to shout out loudly : i love u!!

25.Do you dare to go toilets alone in the middle of the night? : dare..if my own home la..outside ah? dunno leh

26.Will you take off your undies in while in the WC : i think so..depends..

27.Who’s the bastard : those who dunno i'm cute..

28.What’s the current affection : boring and sleepy

29.Ugly when asleep: i said i'm cute!!

30.Whats the time now : 2146 hours

31.Do you hate the person who tagged you : i think i don hate him..haha

32.Weight : i'm fat!! but someone insisted that i'm thin..i'm 53 ok..

33.Weather today : got rain got sun..got moon got stars

34.Are you pregnant : yes i am..the 1st boy in the world pregnant..how cool!!??

35.What will you do if you win a lottery : 3 nites cant sleep..wahaha

36.An activity that must be done while in the Uni -life : enjoy enjoy and enjoy

37.People To Tagged?

1. Meng Teck
2. Waiyih
3. Mingren
4. Dickson
5. Sandra
6. Tze Keat
7. Zun Zen
8. Chee Enn
9. Kum Zhun
10. Weixing

01-Does no.4 know no.6??: yea.. even classmates!
02-No.10 is a male or??: half half la..wakaka he's a boy la..
03-The hobby of no.8?: eating lollipop i supposed..
04-Does no. 1 have any siblings?: he has 1 brother..
05-The surname of no.7?: Wong
06-Does no.10 have alot of friends??: quite..
07-Anyone tackling no.4??: lol...good question that i dunno how to answer..
08-If no.2 is being introduced??: i wont be surprised..^^
09-The favourite colour of no.6?: eh...eh...dunno..
12-Where is no.5 studying currently??: SBU
13-How do you know no.10??: St. John
14-Whats the difference between the birth month of no.1 and you??: hers is on december while mine is on may
15-Ever hang out with no.9??: sometimes play football la..
16-Do you like to chat with no.2??: yup..always talk crap and dota..
17-Like to be with no.3??: ya..he sucks!! wakaka
18-How do you think about no.7??: pretty and fat and alienated girl!!
19-How do you think about no.9??: him? weird weird de la..
20-Do you love no.5??: omg..haha..leave it for u to answer..

1.Who tagged you with this questionnaire? : stupid derek lo
2.How long have you known him/her : form 1 same class..
3.Do you think that he/she is important to you? : ya gua..
4.Your relationship with him/her : close friend
5.Whats his/hers hobby? : running about..like mad dog..wakaka
6.What do you think about his/her personality? : total hyperactive!!
7.His/her points of importance in your heart : dunno leh..

*Your idol : none i think..only her in my heart..
*Favourite season : don have la..
*Times worked : i don work..
*Country that wanted to go the most : switzerland with her^^
*Personality hated : lalazai, fakers and betrayers
*Are you a crybaby? : absolutely not..
*You laugh alot? : most of the time lo..not much la..^^
*Do you like to go out alone? : don like..no ppl accompany..
*What time will you wake up if it's a holiday?: depends lo..mostly after 1000 hours..
*Today’s weather(Sunny Rainy Cloudy): cloudy
*Choose between Friends and Lover : both la
*Choose between Chances and Fates : both la..
*Are you narcissist? : i'm not..
*Is this questionnaire long? : took away 30 minutes of my life..
*How to make yourself feel better every time? : thinking of her..
*Favourite food : loads and loads
*Are you full of happiness? : totally!!
*Who are the friends that you care the most? : someone i love..
*What's the most important item in your bed room? : bed la..no bed no sleep..
*Most consistent dream at sleep : dunno..
*Will you forgive a guy that is mentally disobedient? : c la..c he got face problem anot?
*Whats the meaning of life? : life's full of curiousity, it's always strange..full of love and lively when lucky..bad lucks everywhere when unlucky..
*See if you can answer this!): what the hell is this?
*When do you hate me? : hate who?
*Like the day you were born or been into the society?: yaya^^
*Like Taoism or Confucianism? : i'm a christian..i don believe in those..
*Favourite cake? : CHEESE cakes..yum!!
*Can we stop this game now? : pls..i beg u..
*Do you like sardins? ^^ : no really
*Who knows you the best? : only her..
*IQ higher or EQ? : both high..haha..or should i say both low..
*Computer or Mobile Phone : both i wan
*Prefer to sleep or play? : play
*Friendster or Facebook? : neither of them..
*Whats your wish right now? : be with her forever
*Tired? : quite
*Favourite drinks : mineral water

how come so long wan?
i hate u derek!! grrrrr

7:51 PM

Sunday, June 28, 2009

these are the bus stops i found..damn cool!!

10:24 PM

i found these in the internet..and i was like..what the hell..
who in this world could designed such crazy logo..

10:04 PM

yesterday nite..
i went to hq bout 2315 hours..
ask me why..cuz i don wanna stay at home to sleep..
ask me why..cuz i have to go for duty at about 0300 hours..
ask me why i wanna go..don ask me why..cuz i dunno also..
from 2315 hours until the next day punya 0300 hours..
i did nothing except waiting..
waiting the time to pass and waiting for someone..
i was on the balcony most of the time..
cuz i couldn't find any companion..i look at the sky..
it's beautiful although there isn't much stars and the moon wasn't visible..
but i do like the sky and the road without cars..
from the top..i can c junbin and someone..
mr wang and others bbq-ing..
i dunno y time passes so quickly cuz in a blink of an eye..
not a blink la..many thousands blinks la..
my phone showed..0245 hours..


i got rdy by 0250 hours and she's not here yet..
briefing was short and clear..she's not here yet..
attendance had taken..she's not here yet..
she's late..cuz someone was late to fetch her>.<>.<
damn cool..i nvr seen ppl run that fast in marathon..
they sapu those drinks like dunno wad..


small small detail don tell la..
we were told the duty will end at 1500 hours..
ended up..ambulance fetched 3 teams bak including us at 0845 hours..
we were like..y so early wan?
their answer was..ur station end liao..no more running throuh ur station..
haha? yeah can go bak earlier..
to sleep!!!!!!!


we wait..wait..wait..wait..
until 1200 hours like that..
everyone came bak except group 13 cuz they're the last group..
felt so sorry for them..
we took lunch..and i was called up to MR tan..
=.= i wont be telling u wad's he told me..
but i was damn pissed..and wad make it worse..
i caused someone kena marah too..it's all my fault..
y should she get the scoldings??
anyway..i wanna say sorry..although i've already said it many times..


i think i reached home about 1?
got bath and stuff..
and slept till 1900 hours..cuz i was freaking tired..
damn freaking tired!!!
it's 2201 now..
i don blog more le la..
bye bye..


Love is a temporary madness. It erupts like an earthquake and then subsides. And when it subsides you have to make a decision. You have to work out whether your roots have become so entwined together that it is inconceivable that you should ever part. Because this is what love is. Love is not breathlessness, it is not excitement, it is not the promulgation of promises of eternal passion. That is just being "in love" which any of us can convince ourselves we are. Love itself is what is left over when being in love has burned away, and this is both an art and a fortunate accident. Your mother and I had it, we had roots that grew towards each other underground, and when all the pretty blossom had fallen from our branches we found that we were one tree and not two.

-zkang-

9:06 PM

Friday, June 26, 2009

what the ****
i woke up at 6..
which is very very rare..
usually i'll be waking up at about 0520-0530 hours wan..
but cuz today mom's fetching me..
so can sleep more lo..wakaka


today punya assembly so long..
senior assisstant talk talk talk talk talk...
skul principal talk talk talk talk talk..
talk non stop..about this la..that la..
but nothing about skul closed..=.=
disappointed la..
and 1 more thing..
today punya assembly was extraordinarily quiet lo..
from january till now..
this was the 1st time i saw them so queit..
cool huh?

1st period gone..
2nd period was gone too..
3rd to 6th period were totally free periods..
chemistry and biology..
the class was so noisy..many students slept too..^^
except me la of cuz..juz joking..XD
recess time i dint eat at all..
although i'm very very hungry..
but don feel like eating la..dunno y lo..
duty time also felt like fainting liao..
head was turning..


den add maths period was after recess..
i did not bring any of my add maths exercise..
so i took one of meng teck's exercise book and pretend it's mine..
then teacher walked passed..
"y u use pencil but not pen?"
"cuz if wrong i can erase it off ma.."
"then in front u got use pen or not?"
"got..nah u see.."
"make sure later u chg bak into pen ya?"
"ya la teacher..i will de la.."
"are u sure this is ur book?" without checking the name..
"ya la..don believe me ah?"
den she walked away..omg i was so scared..
my heart was beating so fast..haha


the sky was crying again..
maybe her husband scold her again?
i go down petaling streets to do thing wan leh..
now rain pulak..=.=
on the way to pharmacy..was so afraid kena rompak..
cuz i was holding 800+rm..to buy stock..
reached there still have to wait them prepare the stock for me..
when finished i regreted for not asking someone to help me carry things..
there were 4 boxes there..i'm the only 1 there..
i took 2 boxes back to skul..muscle aching already..
den i went back down to take another 2 more..which were much heavier..
went back skul..tired and hot..although after rain..



went home at 1700 hours..
was bloody tired already..
chaozz..
bye bey everyone..


u're not a bad gf..
i love u..


-zkang-

7:42 PM

Wednesday, June 24, 2009

i woke up slightly late again..
i dunno y..but i did..
went to skul and slept until very late..
until duties started still sleeping..=.=


yeah today many teacher dint come..
many free periods..wahaha..
so nice leh..stayed in the class and play..
talk non stop..talk until so tired..
1st time lo..
then we had choral speaking practice for 2moro's competition..
it was very funny..cuz of jay and oscar..
that 2..neverending..


physics period was fun..
cuz teacher was teaching and we were talking and sleeping..
haha..
no difference with no teacher..=.=
haha...today basically no teacher come in and teach de..


after skul..
went to the pharmacy and ordered stock..
haih..busy busy busy..
went for tuition and came bak at 2100 hours..
damn tired la..still have to do the stock list out..
still have to do club thing..
aiyo..
y so busy wan?
2moro some more got the choral speaking competition liao..
got abit nervous tim..
good luck for us la..
hope can win la..


nite nite..
i love u..


-zkang-

11:42 PM

y u tag me?
really ma fan lo..XD


1. Have you been ever asked out?
me? been asked out? eh..got gua..

2. Where was you default picture being taken?
from the internet..but forgot where la..

3. What is your middle name?
Zheng

4. Your current relationship status?
dunno..XD

5. Does your crush like you back?
i think so..

6. What is your current mood?
now? worried..darn worried

7. What color of underwear are you wearing?
haha..eww..i wanted to say pink..but i'm not wearing la..XD
of cuz got wear la..lazy check..u come can check urself la..

8. What color shirt are you wearing?
pure white

9. Missing something?
nope..got her..enough

10. If you could go back in time and change somthing, what would you do?
nope..i don wan..i'm very happy bout now

11. If you must be an animal one day, what?
butterfly!! haha..don ask me why..it came out in my head suddenly..

12. Ever had a near death experience?
nope..mostly also fall down from high place and broken my hand

13. Something you do a lot?
dota dota dota!!!

14. The song stuck in your head?
No Boundaries~~this song rox!!

15. Who did you copy and paste from?
that stupid a**h*l* lo..derek chan ck

16. Name someone with the same birthday as you?
i dunno..chee enn told me b4..i forgot who

17. When was the last time you cried?
few days ago..cuz of something and someone..

18. Have you ever sung in front of a large audience?
wanted to..but don have the chance..wanna participate also cannot..
cuz i'm the committee...=.=

19. If you could have one super power what would it be?
super powers eyh? i wanna stop time..

20. What's the first thing you notice about the opposite sex?
how she looks like..

21. What do you usually order from starbucks?
cappuchino or mochachino lo..i think

22. What's your biggest secret?
u don have to noe..

23. Favorite color?
pink!!! haha...no la..black and white

24. Do you still watch kiddie movies or tv shows?
let me think..still got la..with sister lo..

25. What's on your walls?
don have any..

26. What are you?
i'm a butterfly..butterfly floats in the air..

27. Do you speak any other language?
wad kind?

28. What's your favorite smell?
i like....her smell

29. Describe your life in one word.
sombre

30. Have you ever kissed in the rain?
i'll try that soon..

31. What are you thinking about right now?
now? breaking chee enn's record..and her of cuz..

No number 32..

33. What should you be doing?
sleeping

34. Who was the last person that made you upset/angry?
no one ever make me angry..wakaka..

35. How often do u talk to God?
everyday

36. Do you like working in the yard?
at least better than studying la

37. If you could have any last name in the world, what would you want?
Nicklaus..i like that name a lot de..

38. Do you act differently around the person you like?
dunno..depends la..and how she think la

39. What is your natural hair color?
black lo..

40. Who was the last person to make you cry?
her..


don feel like tagging anyone la..

11:23 PM

Sunday, June 21, 2009

okay..this morning..
i meant this noon, i woke up at about 1200 hours..
and oh my god i thought..
how come i sleep until so late wan?
i only noe that the day b4 i slept quite late and i was very late la..
o..it all make sense..it's all bcoz i'm too sleepy..
lol..i'm so lame..


enough of those..
yea i woke up quite late..i missed breakfast..
i did not wanted to take lunch but too bad la..
daddy force me to eat that freaking big packet of dunno wad..
then i went on to the computer for 1 dota match..
life seems to be pointless without dota match..
haha..juz kidding..
juz my hand gatal wanna pegang mouse..
wakaka..XD


i went to church at about 1445 hours..
had youth meeting..
and evening service after that..
we had a preacher from another branch..
and he really can joke very well..
and this is wad he joke about...


"a priest talk to his ppl..if he has 100 bottles of carlsberg,
i would pour it all into the river"
and the crowd shouted "hallelujah"
then the priest continued.. "if i has 100 bottles of brandy..
i would pour it all into the river"
and the crowd went "hallelujah"
the priest once more say again.."if i has 100 bottles of whiskies..
i would pour it all into the river..
and the crowd once again went "hallelujah"
then the priest ask one of his follower to finish up the prayer with a song..
he went up and say..
"hallelujah, i agree with the him..we shall pour into the river!!
now we'll sing song number 316 "drink from the river"


omg..this joke made everyone in the church laugh like mad cows..
haha..



went home and only i realised i forgot to do 2 assignments..
and i had very limited time..
but god blessed me..i've done it^^
hehe..

last but no least..
i wanna wished every father in this planet..
including dogs mosquitoes whales........................
HAPPY FATHER'S DAY!!!


-zkang-

10:04 PM

finally she's back^^


and sorry for not updating my blog for dunno how many days..
cuz i dint count..lazy wanna count la..



woke up quite early today..
cuz i cant get any sleep today..
blardy hell..there wasn't any electricity and i cant sleep..
damn..and i had to go to skul..
nvm lo..when i reached skul..
i realised i'm late..but no punishments for me..hooray^^
omg..today there wasn't any foot drill or 1st aid classes..
juz playin games..=.=
i shouldn't have gone..
some more i cant get to play with them..=.=
i wanna play football also cannot cuz derek suddenly ask me go at about 1000 hours..
so yea..i skipped st john..haha


went to tuition until 1730 hours..
and the add maths teacher was like so funny..
omg..he's so selamba with the 2 girls behind..
"genius sit behind"
learnt from him..haha..


nothing to say about la actually..
good nite everyone..
cuz someone's forcing me to sleep already..
bye..


love ya..


-zkang-

1:47 AM

Tuesday, June 16, 2009

14th day without her..
not dead yet..


still not use to waking up early in the morning..
still not use to wearing skul uniform..
maybe i juz have adapt to it more..maybe..
this morning's assembly was exceptionally long..
so freaking sienzzz...boring and tired..
at class..walao eh..
most of out class student were pure jokers..
they really can joke freaking well..
damn..i juz couldn't stop laughing..
during pjk..weng hong was the biggest joker..
u must be here to feel the sarcasm of his words..
u can laugh ur lungs out..
omg..he's like freaking selamba..
everyone was like shouting what the f*** when playin football..
u noe wad he shout?? f*** the what..
blardy fellow..

after recess..chemistry period..
damn..jia wei and eugene were crazy..
totally crazy..omg i dunno wad's in their mind..
kept on talking talking talking..
nonsense nonsense nonsense..
talk bout rumors la..craps la..everything also talk la..
the whole chemistry period..wad did i do?
laughing..all the time..


even tuition time..
bloody hell..stupid cheng nam and kean loong with the teacher..
talk nonsense also..
stupid la..cant stop laughing too..
blardy hell..damn..


dad's already nagging me to off the computer now..
nite nite everyone..
especially u baby..2day's moon was bright enough to c..
r u looking at it too?
cuz i saw ur face..
nitezzz...chaozzzz...

-zkang-

8:25 PM

1. When you looked at yourself in the mirror today, what was the first thing you thought?
ok..my hair wasn't in a mess..

2. How much cash do you have on you?
nothing..my wallet is on upstairs..

3.What I am doing now?
i'm only blogging..and waiting..i supposed

4. Favorite planet?
saturn..cuz the one i love lived there...XD


5. Who is the 4th person on your missed call list on your cell phone?
lol...from kean loong...wakaka


6. What is your favorite ring on your phone?
low-florida..haha cuz that song always wake me up..and also other ppl else..XD

7. What shirt are you wearing?
lol..icc t shirt!!!

8. Do you "label" yourself?
eh let me think..cute retarded boy..

9. Name the brand of your shoes you're currently wearing?
i'm not wearing anything..

10. Bright or Dark Room?
i like pink roomssssss...


11. What do you think about the person who took this survey before you?
i don wanna tell..i'll tell her personally..

13. What were you doing at midnight last night?
midnight ah? i think i'm dead that moment..but i got revived this morning after someone feed me on a bottle of revive..

14. What did your last text message you received on your cell say?
haha...from maxis..which is very long..don feel like typing it out..lazy

15. Where is your nearest 7-11?
u come to my house..if u can find it..i'll bring u there..it's juz there..

16. What's a word that you say a lot?
wad word ah? i don talk much..XD


17.Who told you he/she loved you last?
my dog and my wife..


18. Last furry thing you touched?
something furry? my hair..


19. How many drugs have you done in the last three days?
it's how much drugs la..cannot use many de la..=.=none..i dint consume any..


20. How many rolls of film do you need developed?
i don care..


21. Favorite age you have been so far?
favourite age? i nvr did notice..i think 97? cuz that's the age i'm gonna die..


22. Your worst enemy?
lala..smokers..fakers..and......dunno liao lo..

23. What is your current desktop picture?
dunno wor..random pic..let c

24. What was the last thing you said to someone?
talking to my brother..
hey let me use..i wanna do project liao..which is blogging..^^

25. If you had to choose between a million bucks or to be able to fly what would it be?
a million? simply blow also can blow out 1 million la..i wanna fly..i wanna fly to australia!!!

26. Do you like someone?
i like everyone..but i only love 1..

27. The last song you listened to?
sorry sorry-----super juniors..

28.What I like to do most?
DOTA!!! yo..

29. What you want to be in the future?
eh..maybe insurance? maybe psychologist?

30. Who is your newly make friend in this past few month.
i dunno wor..i dint notice much..

31.What is your currently using number
u really wan meh? really de meh? really really wan me to give meh?
ok la..012-2209376..don spam me pls

32: You tag?
can i don tag..i dunno who to tag la..and don feel like tagging anyone too..XD

-zkang-

8:12 PM

Monday, June 15, 2009

13th days without her..
1 more week...


i felt weird..to sleep so early yesterday..
and wake up so early today..
to make it more weird..
it was raining this morning..
wearing my skul uniform seemed weird too..
wearing my tie was weird too..
nothing seemed to be normal..
this holidays gone to fast..
schooling day..izit good or bad?
i dunno..
i felt weird taking bus..taking lrt..
even when i walk into my skul..
and the prefect's room was freaking dark..
cause the light is not working..
everything is abnormal today..
exam papers come bak le lo..
even the marks was abnormal..
almost everyone got A for moral in our class..=.=
almost everyone was dead in bio..
est and sejarah were ok la..
still boleh tahan..but i dint go to skul for est..
no mark..>.<
i hate schooling life la..
i really hope for another 2 days of holiday..
i wanna rest 99 for that 2 days..
i wonder how's she there..
hope she's fine..and may god bless her..
pray for her good health..
i miss her..
2moro still have to go skul..
i hate this schooling life la..
i mean i juz hate homeworks..exams..and waking up that early..


-zkang-

8:52 PM

Sunday, June 14, 2009

12th day without her..
i wonder how i survive that long..


i had to wake up early this morning..
cuz today got bfa-re exam and clds exam..
went to nam kheong and reach at about 0730..
and i already saw many members there waiting for it to start..
everyone was discussing 1st aid..
except cheng nam, brian, i and few..
i c no point studying..cuz i memorise it all..
haha^^
the writing paper was quite easy..
then when it's time for practical..
we waited for so bloody long..
but they juz don let us in wor..
bloody hell..they're darn stupid..
we went in almost the last..
causing us late for the next exam in hq..
chee enn, vivian and others were waiting for me..
and i really wanna apologise cuz i dint inform them i'm goin there myself..
sorry la..belanja next time lo...


so i started my CLDS exam at about 1245..
aiyo..quite hard la..
dunno can pass anot..
and the foor drill assessment was tough also..
grrrrr..
who cares la..


went to church for the service..
today they invited a foreign speaker..
but i dunno from where..
until i got there..
u noe where? AUSTRALIA..
y is everything had to be linked to australia?
u noe how does it feel anot??
juz cant stop thinking bout it..
to make it worse..
skul starting 2moro..i nvr did rest during this hols..
i hope holiday had another 2 days more..
juz 2 days will be bloody enough for me to rest..
she's coming bak..real soon..
gtg..chaozzz..
bye


-zkang-

8:31 PM

Saturday, June 13, 2009

11th day..without her..
i'm waiting..


this morning i had to wake up darn early again..
y? goin bak to skul for 1st aid class..
cuz 2moro got bfa-re examination..
haih..i dunno y i went..
maybe jz to c how well izit goin?
or juz to exercise there?
i'm not that sure..
but i went there to be a casualty..
they did the bandaging and stuffs on me..
y do i have to volunteer these things..
den after the class..went for football..
play play play..den rain wor..
it's like for the 1st time in this 3 months..
rain 2 days consecutive..cannot play football liao lo..
=.=


o well..so i went to church..
cuz today they say they're goin to an orphanage..
as planned..
i didn't noe it's juz freaking near my house..
until i finally reached there..
haha..it's like 2minutes walking distance from my house..
yea..we went there..
talk sing and eat there..
donated them somethings..
and i got home..
today was a pretty tiring day..
i dunno y..but i felt like sleeping most of the time..
gtg everyone..2moro got bfa-re..
bye bye..love ya


-zkang-

9:46 PM

Friday, June 12, 2009

10th day without her..
it's only half..


today i woke up at 1100..
i wasn't fine today..headache and not feeling well..
this morning and afternoon was very freaking hot..
although the hottest person is not in malaysia..
still..nothing to say about the weather la..
everyone will die someday..
skul day is coming soon..
and my hair is still long..
any recommendations? should i botak it?
or juz trim it?
or juz simply cut?
how about mohok? unfortunately..our skul don allow..T.T
i think i'll cut it 2moro..
cut short la..real short gua?
if not i scare some students will complain my hair..
my brother was so ss with his new hair..
keep on saying he'd become more handsome..
when it's still most likely the same..
and he's telling me he's feeling hurt when he read my post..
how swt will it be?
the weather is so hot..
but god finally saved us..
he sent the rain god during evening..
yeah..it's like 1st time rain in 2 weeks..
oh my god..it's so freaking nice when it rains weyh..
when was the last time i'd enjoy the rain?
it was so cooling..refreshing and most importantly..
it washed away the haze..which polluted the whole city..
thx for the fantastic rain..
i juz need it..or not i'll die of great heat..
daddy banned me from using the computer..
but now..daddy's asleep..
so i can blog for awhile..
not much time left..
nite nite everyone..
dream about me k?
and baby..i love u..



-zkang-

11:03 PM

Thursday, June 11, 2009

9th day without her..
it's a miracle i still could survive..


today have to go skul ahh..
sien la..go to skul for choral speaking thingy and interact thingy..
oh well..mgs comin to our skul ma..
go there c c leng lui lo..
i did not do any wrong thing k?
i juz wanna c how the girls in ipoh look..
41 ppl came to our skul i think..
all games session was canceled due to time problem..
quiet sien la..if i'm joining them..
i'll be bore to death..for sure..
also dunno do wad there..
sien dou sei..play basketball for 10 minutes also swt like hell liao..
crazy weather la..really hot dao..
speechless!!!
den we went to cc near leisure mall..
waste time there..
haih..wad a hot day..even cld water to bath is warm..
when will this weather stop??

-zkang-

10:58 PM

8th day..without her..

this morning i went to skul for some meeting for 2moro's thingy in skul..
mgs from ipoh is comin to our skul for some..some..dunno wad la..
i juz noe they're comin to our skul..
and out skul's interact club are the one welcoming them..
so freaking ma fan lo..wanna sleep also cannot..
bloody hell..so yeah when to skul for a short meeting..
and yes..it was a very very very short meeting..
5 minutes pun tak ade..den i went to play football already..
today was really not my day..
i shot almost 30 balls..and only 5 shot on target..
how frustrated..i suck!!!
after 30 minutes of playin football..
my frens and i went to timesquare..thought of watching a movie..
but there was so freaking crowded..
then we saw zun zen and her frens..
my frens were like goin crazy when they saw her..
they're insane..we went for bowling..
juz a match then we went to pavilion..cuz zun zen was there..
they wanted to go there too..juz to hav lunch>.<
mainly to c leng lui over there..
i wanted to watch a movie there wan..
but..the 2 lady in front of me..took the remaining 2 tickets..
sold out!!
blarday hell..fine lo..



2000 hours..yeah..u noe y?
cuz i'm gonna have my dinner..
in tenji..japanese buffet..
it had been so long i have not eat japanese buffet..
i juz love eating those raw salmon..tempura..unagi..
o yea..juz love eating those..
i ate so much there..most importantly..haagen daas..
i ate more than 2 hours there..non stop..
my stomach was so bloody full..
i can barely walk..and jump..
surely i'll get fatter..i will!!!no.........


today's moon wasn't round..
but it's visible..it's the same in australia too..
she's looking at the same moon as ours..
i love u..


-zkang-

12:20 AM

Tuesday, June 9, 2009

1.Do you have secrets?
eh..let me think..got gua..
who doesn't had it??

2.Do you ever try a few days do not eat anythings?
don have la...few days mana boleh..siao eh lang..

3.Do you enjoy going to school?
absolutely yes..if there's no homework and exams..XD

4.Coffee or more coffee?
can both don wan? i prefer mineral water..

6.Laughter, or forever smiles?
if can both also la..better this way..

7.Who is more important? Lover or best friends?
best frens gua..best frens forever ma..

8.The person you like is already attached, what would you do?
if i got a person i like..she'll be certainly mine..wont be attached to anyone else...wakakaka..

9.What made you smile today?
chee enn, vivian and wei jing..
they really godlike childish..

10.Angelic or Devilish?
both i also wan..

11.How would you see yourself in 10 years time?
10 years..would be..let me count..
16+10 is..ehh....o ya 26 years old..
wad i'm doin?? still studying gua..

12.Who are currently the most important people to you?
now ahh..guess urself la..

13.What is the most important thing in life?
have faith..believe in god..

14.Are you single or attached?
don wan say>.<

15.What is your favourite colour?
of cuz pink la...wakaka joking..black and white gua..

16.What is your wish?
i'll tell u when chrismas come..
may all my wish come true..^^

17.Have you wondered what will happened afterlife?
i will be looking down to earth..
being a cute and kind angel protecting every human..^^

18. Would you forgive and forget no matter how horrible a thing someone has done?
not sure..c 1st la..if got only decide..

19.Which do you prefer? Spending more time with Family members or the close/understandable
it's totally de same person..dunno how to answer this..

20.people you're gonna tag:
don feel like tagging ppl la..lazy..hehe

11:27 PM

7th day without her..

2nd week of the holidays..
somehow got more boring..
getting sicker and sicker..
not physically but mentally..
not much to write also..
today went hang kai with chee enn and vivian..
yong lin and wei jing too..
the 3 girls are super childish weyh..
they were like really little kids..
make me laugh like dunno wad..
shit also can laugh out..
then when chee enn talk to his father..
really salute 99..
of cuz cannot tell how they say la..
go tuition with chee enn and vivian..
got for sejarah only..
den suddenly cheng nam sms me..
u comin arh? teacher come liao lo..
and i was like..what the hell..
today got tuition meh?
sei lo..i juz break my promise..really sorry le..
now's 2330 hours..
listening halo-beyonce and boom boom pow-black eyes peas..
juz enjoy when they sing..
nite guys..
2moro have to wake up early again..


-zkang-

10:38 PM

Monday, June 8, 2009

day 6 without her..

yesterday the camp juz ended..
bloody tired and this morning 1100 only wake up..haha
dreamt of her the whole nite..
how i hope i wont wake up..
but that's juz dream..
i wan the real her..
whole day was like so boring..
the weather was so chaos..
this kinda weather nvr ends huh?
i bet australia was chilly and cooling..
the earth is sick now..
i really hope everyone on this earth will do their own part in saving it..
if not..everyone will die..
can we imagine wad could it be?
no more wild animals..
no more plants..
no more humans..
no more living organisms..
how can earth be?
a freaking deserted place..
from the prettiest planet in our galaxy to a deserted planet..
no one hope for that ryte?
i juz realised i only ate 1 meal..
and i'm still bloody full..
not so bloody la..but still full..
camp should be getting ppl slim down..
but clds juz made me fatter..
they were forcing us to eat eat eat and eat..
causing me to get fatter..i increased 1 kg after i come bak..
how sad..have to exercise more..
and vivian said thin ppl are so not handsome..
izit? who noes and who cares?
its midnight now..
my eyes started to sore again..
nite guys..

today's moon was pretty..
although it's not a full moon..
it's still visible and bright..
it will be same in australia too..
it will be 0200 in australia now..
is she still fine now?
i wonder how's she?
she must be fine..
and i will be too..as i promised..
nite everyone..especially u baby..
muacksssss....




-zkang-

11:11 PM

Sunday, June 7, 2009

5th June-7th June 2009..
cadet learning development seminar 2009 was held in MBSSKL..
i wondered y our skul?
i wrote this in da camp..

day 1 in clds..
day 3 without her..
i arrived in skul bout 0715 hours..
i could already c many st. john's members coming..
getting more and more..
and i was wondering how many could it be?
50?
75?
or maybe 100?
many new faces..most of them were nervous..
but some who had come b4..
were playin a fool around..ppl like me..
so the registration starts at forgot..XD
ok..there's 104 members..
10 squads..and i was in squad 1..same with sbu punya carmen, cheng kuan..pess punya vivian, and sji punya choon liang..
others all dunno liao..
then divided into 3 dorms for male members..
and bloody hell i was the dorm leader for dorm 3..
fine..nvm lo..juz do my best lo..
10 ppl in my group..
so freaking stupid man..
i'm the oldest leh..cuz no one is elder than me..=.=
all after 3rd of may..
it was ok at 1st..
many lectures..
some boring some interesting..
some sleepy some energetic..
1st day ma..excited ma..most of them also quite semangat geh..
then we proceed to lunch lo..
then the stupid chee enn and vivian started talking bout her..gek sei..
during lunch..we chose the contigen leader..
2 nominated corporals from 20 of them were voted by all the corporals including me..
tiong hean was the contigen leader..and kean loong assistant..
after lunch..2 lectures again..and the hall was bloody hot..
some more after lunch..
many of us were very very sleepy..
includng me..of cuz i dint sleep..
after that..we had foot drill lead by mr chang chee kok..
this section..i had been waiting for long..
cuz i juz love foor drill..for no reason..
cuz of his teaching?
cuz it's interesting?
no idea at all..
the whole section was very very strict..
100% strict during this section..
we wasted about 30 minutes juz to get the reporting done..
it was torturing and tired..
drunk with fatigue..
corporals were asked to shout commands from this end of the field to another end of the field..
can u imagine how tough it can be..
plus..the bloody blazing scorching sun was killing us..
but we really did learn many many things..
discipline was emphasised again and again..
we were trained to be disciplined good leader..
bla bla bla..who blardy cares??
after foot drill..
i soon realized that she'd made a better choice..
to be in a cooler place than this crazy raging place..
if she's in this camp..
she'll be suffering too ryte?
izit? i wondered..i supposed..i doubt..
after foot drill we had washup and i had only exactly 1 minute to bath..
which i could only manage to shower myself without soap or shampoo..
juz plain water..but it's refreshing enough..
but only 15 minutes after bathing..
everyone started to sweat again..no point bathing huh?
dinner was ok..but many complaint stomach problems..
they got diarrhea..stomachache..and some vomitted..
their problem or the food's problem?
no one knows..
after that we had performance from every group..
and the stupid choon liang acted so sissyly..
he was like total gay and pondan..beh tahan "her" la..
salute "her" 99..
everyone gave a nickname.."sissy" to him..
it was freaking funny..
even i couldn't imagine it..nothing much after that..
slept at 0045 hours..
i lied on the floor..
on my sleeping bag..
i knew i was very tired..
i juz couldn't sleep?
i dunno y..maybe bcoz i'm thinking of her?
or i'm anxious of 2moro's activities?
i could only do 1 thing..lok to the moon and hope she's looking too..
now's 0100 hours..i noe i'm sleepy and tired..
the moon's bright..i missed her..wonder how's she..


2nd day of clds..
4th day without her..
woke up at 0610 hours..
woke everyone up..
had a morning exercise at about 0720 hours..
nothing much la..
breakfast also nothing much la..
more ppl complaining stomach problem..
after breakfast was so bloody hell..
3 lectures in a row u noe?
it was like OMG..
everyone was so tired la..
wanna sleep but couldn't..
when 1200 hours..team building games..
nothing much also..
quite fun la..quite..
den had lunch..more complaints..
yeah..after lunch was foot drill again..
now all corporals should teach their own group drills..
many ppl not clear also must make them until they clear..
i teach them until my throat totally dry up..
i juz did the talking..
so many changes..so many corrections..so much difference..
i think the sir was so annoyed with us..
cuz we kept busying him..
asking him how to giv this command..
how should they do..haha..kesian him also..^^
this session..really tiring..
everyone of us i believed..will always remember mr. chang's 3 same words..
DISCIPLINE! DISPLINE AND DISCIPLINE!!!
he's really really patient on us..
really salute him and praise him..
he's one of the best..
who blardy care??
after foot drill we had washup..
this time..my bathing time was 2 minute..
cuz fire drill was called up suddenly..
blardy hell..i was juz wearing my pants only..
some were better..
only towel covering..so brave la they all..
salute? totally..
then dinner was ok too..
now more ppl getting sick..many went ill..
1 went home..
luckily she's not here..if not wad if she got illness?
i don dare to take up the risk..
at least she's safe there..i guess..
after dinner got lectures again..
really felt like sleeping..
but thx to chee enn and vivian..no need sleep already lo..
they're so noisy..keep on gossipping around..=.=
sometimes talk bout me la..sometimes talk bout leng zai la..
and they say 2 ppl leng zai oo..
kean loong and cheng ken..2 also from sbu..not fair la..hmph..
i sit beside them they also cannot c..haha..XD
after all those boring things..got games..
we thought we could have fun..but blardy hell..
blardy not fun at all..
we got so much pumping..cuz we suck..izit?
we got to sleep about 0115 hours..
and this time..it's the same..
i knew i'm blardy tired..i juz couldn't get myself to sleep..
wondering 2moro's closing ceremony?
or worrying bout her?
i dunno..
i look at the moon again..and can only think of 1 thing..
i missed her..


day 3 of clds..
day 5 without her..
this morning..all of us couldn't wake up..
i mean..all of the male members couldn't..
not a single 1..so fish..need the female members to wake us up..
haha thx to vivian's loud voice..we manage to wake up..
if not all kena pump again lo..
so we tak sempat to brush teeth..so uncomfortable..
blek..breakfast was so sucky..
den got our last lecture..about proficiency course..
and we got to noe all members who took casualty simulation..
pass liao lo^^happy..1 more badge..
foot drill was next..mr ooi yong yong was so fierce..>.<
nothing much..games was not fun too..
sien sien de..lunch was so in a hurry..
all have to hurry to clean up the whole skul compound..
pack our things..
"enjoy ur last meal.."^^haha..
closing ceremony was so funny la..
this year's clds..most famous phrase..
"nothing's doin" *with indian slang* *including turning ur head*
kean loong and someone were famous liao lo..
the whole contigen now noe they are..................
haha..the sir also purposely let them.......................hahaXD
ended at about 1745..


got home about 1900..
very tired now..
i juz feel like sleeping now..
eye blardy pain ahh..
juz cant stop thinking bout her now..
damn it..
i love u..



-zkang-

9:14 PM

Thursday, June 4, 2009

2nd day
without her..

its almost 2200 here..
and 0000 hours there..
it's the 2nd day she went there..
and i'm missing her more and more..
2moro i'll be goin to clds camp lo..
a camp where she wanna be there..
a camp where she hope to be there..
a camp where i wan her to be there..
but now she's in a better place..at least..
i wont be writing and update my blog for the next 3 days..
not till sunday..
not excited at all..usually i would be exited for any camp..
but this..dunno la..
but i promised her i had to go..
i'll juz have to imagine she's there..
waiting for me..or she's late for this camp..
tonight is a beautiful nite..
she told me..we're actually sharing something..
which is the moon..
we're looking at the same moon..
looking at the moon is like looking to u baby..
it linked us together..it's like so near..
it's so bright..although it's not full moon..
but it's pretty..
hope u're looking at it too..
i love u..
continue having fun in that cold place..
i miss u..miss me too ya..


-zkang-

9:42 PM

being a cat is tough u noe?
wanna c how they suffer?
let's c..

9:24 PM

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