Wednesday, August 5, 2009
this morning dint go to skul..cuz i wanna practice my songs..especially my scales..practice for more than 2 hours..then 1000 hours..i went out from home..its at istana hotel..and it's in venue 4..i went up myself having no trouble finding venue 4..but finding trouble to relax and calm down..its chilling there..its cold there..its freezing there..my fingers are like ice..and i cant more freely..+ my nervousness..omg i tell u..i noe i'll have trouble playing the pieces especially scales..when's my turn..i saw jay yang..he had finished..how good..how i wished i had over..1st song..da da da da da da...wrong..da da da wrong..2nd song..da......da.......da da da........ wrong..............3rd song..da. da da da da wrong da da wrong da da da da daok..3 pieces..also got wrong!!!argh!!the scales..at 1st still ok ok..but when he asked me about dunno wad minor melodic..i completely forget which sharps to play..and the worst was..he said..lets try another wan..i knew i'm gonna fail..end of scales..sight reading and aural..ok la..only that aural 1 question wrong..cuz i forgot whether its baroque or classical..simply say wan..after that 20 minutes..
i felt like crying already..
i suck man..
if it wasn't for her..
i think i'm depressed til now..
very sad ah........
baby i noe now..i need u as much as u need me..
which is..A LOT..-ZKANG-
9:29 PM
