happy 3 fr3ns

The Story of a boy and a girl

2009-11-11T10:19:00.003+08:00

The story of a boy and a girl,
The story of the pass of a boy and a girl,
A story of a relationship of a boy and a girl,
A story of a rush couple.

The story that means alot to the boy,
The story that reminds the boy of the pass,
A story that make the boy sad for regreting about the pass,
A story that a boy that doesn't know how to appreciate anything.

Pass;
The boy cry,
The boy sad,
The boy emo,
The boy made the girl fed up.

The girl try to give everything to make the boy happy,
The girl wants the boy to be happy,
The girl try not to emo/sad because she afraid the boy will feel more;
The boy doesn't know how to appreciate that and yet making the girl fed up.

The boy made the girl fed up;
The girl chose to leave the boy.

Now that it has ended,
The boy refresh back what he had done wrong,
Changing from every single mistake that he made,
He suceeded? Well,somehow.

But all this have pass.

The story of a boy and a girl.

-eujin-

The First One

2009-10-25T19:47:00.001+08:00

Even though you're gone and far away
I feel you all around
I think about it every single day
You got away somehow

I can't sleep, it's hard to breathe
And I still feel you next to me
Now I can see

Spinning like a movie in my head
I've seen a thousand times
I've learned to take it hard and fall instead
I'm sittin' safe on the sidelines

Lost days, pictures fade
Somehow you're still miles away
It's safe to say

'Cause I would walk through a thunderstorm
Just to kiss you
I'm out here on my own
Better now than I was before
But I miss you and I want you to know

I can't sleep, it's hard to breathe
And I still feel you next to me
And I can see, yeah

The first one is the worst one
When it comes to a broken heart
Your first love
Yeah, your soul's gone
And you feel like a falling star
There's a fire in the city
That's burning out tonight
And you're breathing
But you're buried alive
The first one is the worst one
When it comes, when it comes to a broken heart

-eujin-

Goodbye My Lover

2009-10-11T23:55:00.006+08:00

Did I disappoint you or let you down?
Should I be feeling guilty or let the judges frown?
'Cause I saw the end before we'd begun,
Yes I saw you were blinded and I knew I had won.
So I took what's mine by eternal right.
Took your soul out into the night.
It may be over but it won't stop there,
I am here for you if you'd only care.
You touched my heart you touched my soul.
You changed my life and all my goals.
And love is blind and that I knew when,
My heart was blinded by you.
I've kissed your lips and held your hand.
Shared your dreams and shared your bed.
I know you well, I know your smell.
I've been addicted to you.

I am a dreamer and when i wake,
You can't break my spirit - it's my dreams you take.
And as you move on, remember me,
Remember us and all we used to be
I've seen you cry, I've seen you smile.
I'd spend a lifetime with you.
I know your fears and you know mine.
We've had our doubts but now we're fine,
And I love you, I swear that's true.
I cannot live without you.

And I still hold your hand in mine.
In mine when I'm asleep.
And I will bare my soul in time,
When I'm kneeling at your feet.
Goodbye my lover.
You have been the one.
You have been the one for me.

-eujin-

Good Luck to PMR-ers

2009-10-06T15:52:00.005+08:00

It's just a short post though.
Good Luck To All The PMR-ers.
Hope You Guys Pass Your Exam With Flying Colours!!
Good Luck To Those that are having Year-End-Exan TOO!!
Good Luck!

-eujin-

MBSSKL mooncake festival

2009-09-19T14:30:00.003+08:00

yesterday was the MBSSKL mid-autumn festival event..
went to skul to prepare at bout 0745..
had practices..
rehearsals..
preparations..
fun..
and many more..
until bout 1500..everyone was very busy..
was very nervous especially for the organizing committees..

but..DAMN..
it started pouring at about 1600..
all our hard work was a waste..
we prayed for it to stop..
prayed for it to stop quickly..
but it didnt..
everything was in plan b..
EVERYTHING..
shit man..
y does it have to rain at that particular day and time..
damn it man..

ok the event started at bout 1730..
30 minutes late..
everything was fine..
after performances..
still fine..
until refreshment..
still..fine..

but during games session..
everything was out of ctrl..
everyone juz wouldn't listen to me..
y??
the whole hall was a chaos..
its all my fault..
sobs..
its not the organizer's fault nor the rain's..
its mine T.T

the event ends about 2100..
the rain too..=.=
300 chairs left on the field..
all wet..
its already nite..
keep it other day..
=.=

-zkang-

now i update lo^^

2009-09-07T22:18:00.002+08:00

long time dint update my blog ady la..
upsr pmr spm stpm all comin dy lo..
upsr started..
everyone's studying their ass out..
to score flying colours in their important tests..
but y cant i juz study?
lol..seems like i'm the only wan playin a fool around..
haha..

by the way..
after the 1 week holiday..
another 1 week holiday comin our way^^
raya holiday lurrr...
but cant play also la..after that also need to exam..
str8 exam leh..
yeng anot?

ja!!!
today's board meeting..
very hot ahh..hot room..
hot hot hot..
make our temper kinda out controlled..
haha..so many bullets and arrows shooting everywhere..
kena me then sure die..
confirmed..
the best part was..
whenever we smile..
one of them would ask..
what so funny? this is a formal meeting..don smile..
so we cant smile?? haha..
i love to smile..so what?
so u're gonna stop me from smiling?
and i'll die faster?
lol..man..u're so uncool..

after the meeting..it was about 1730 gua..
and i realised i haven eat since morning..
haha
go home only eat lo..
but traffic jam is on my way..
wow..u have to look at the conjestion of the road..
i dunno whether is puasa month causing it or wad la..
but i got home in an hour..
slept in the car for so long..

prison break..
final season..
final episode..
sad sad yet happy happy ending..
sobs..

-zkang-

2009-09-01T22:38:00.002+08:00

1st day of school after about 1 week of holiday..
i thought i'm not gonna wake up at all..
cuz had nvr wake up that early..
sleep at that time got la..

i slept in the bus..
and i slept in the lrt..
i slept when i reached the school..
n i almost sleep for all periods..
but i failed=.=
cuz eu jin was bothering me with his lil problems..
which i was very blur..
i thought today was monday..
and i went to the wrong duty post..
together with my junior..
both blue blue until somebody told us..
haha..

the whole day was rainy and no sun at all..
that made us no football to play during pj..
sobs..and that bloody teacher kept on teaching to the wall..
haha..can c through her face that she's pissed..
most of the students slept during pj..
some were talking away..
none..NONE of them listened..
except me..
which i don understand what the heck she was talking about..

after the last period..
went to play volleyball..
yeah..play in the rain..
quite fun though cuz i nvr played that b4..
got home and i miss the station cuz i was asleep in the bus..
haha..so i walked a lil distance to home^^

i'm really sorry..
u're right..i'm to harsh..
u're right bout everything..
i should think like a man now..
and not like a child..
it doesn't really matter who i am..
but how i'm gonna perform myself..
i'm being too selfish i think..
and i should chg..
and thx baby for informing this..
and remind me this..
i'm really sorry i've been mean to u..
but i nvr intend to..
baby i love u..and that all that matters..
muaxxxxx

-zkang-

2009-08-30T22:09:00.002+08:00

holiday's gonna end soon..
it juz ended too fast perhaps..
cuz i still felt like staying up late in my cozy..
i still felt like studying at home..
i still felt like sleeping late playin dota..
and many things i wanna do during holiday..

but the fact is the fact..
the only thing we cant buy is time..
once over never will come bak u noe wad i mean?
time really passes without us knowing..
anytime..we're like old guys looking at our grandson maybe?
appreciate time..

argh..y am i telling this?
all i wanted to say is holidays pass so fast..
whereas schooling time is forever that slow..
especially exam..
enjoy life!!

i had super headache today..
and bad bad mood..
i think i have offended many ppl that have spoken to me today..
sorry ok?
slept and study..
cant study at all..
my head is too painful..
bloody hell..i doubt there's a tumor in my brain..
choi choi choi...

when only misery will end?
i think mind is already ended..
and forever will nvr come bak..
cuz i have u in my life..
i can nvr be independent u noe..
u noe better than me that i needed u very much..
-zkang-

我还要活下去

2009-08-25T21:08:00.002+08:00

生命是多么的短暂。。
残酷的灾难与无限的温暖。。
都可以在我们这短短的生命里出现。。
最重要的不是什么荣华富贵。。
亦不是什么名声地位。。
而是你能不能珍惜一切。。

不要因为去过去了才来后悔。。
因为我和你都知道。。
过去的事是永远都不会回来的。。
不要因为做错了才来忏悔。。
一个小小的大失误。。
也可能会把你的一生毁掉。。

珍惜说有眼前的东西。。
无论是爱情或是友情。。
无论是财产或是地位。。
无论是美貌还是人缘。。
都要好好的珍惜。。
一旦错过了就难以挽回。。

在我们这一生。。
或许会遇到重重的困难。。
或是种种的困扰。。
终会把我们打倒在地上。。
阻着我们的去路。。
问题是我们肯不肯继续往前进。。

许多人因小小的困难而放弃。。
可能他们不觉得什么。。
但是也许这就改变他们的一生了。。
本来可以变得一个成功的好汉。。
却因为不肯吃那一点点的苦。。
可惜可惜。。

我们这一生就只有几十年。。
幸运的人可能可以达百吧。。
可是如果活在忏悔的生命。。
开心吗？满足吗？
我在这里只是想告诉大家。。
就算我们遇到多大的困难。。
别放弃。。
继续往前冲。。
我们会知道生命是多么的精彩。。

小弟的华语不是很好。。
但是又不想写英文。。
哈哈。。
请多多见谅。。

-政康-

massive change

2009-08-23T19:43:00.002+08:00

wad did u feel after knowing something that u long for more than 3 long years had been ruined in 1 day?

A Year Of Disappointment

2009-08-22T22:02:00.002+08:00

good evening everyone..
just wanna say something about today and about this year and about my life..
life's is about up and down..
but once it get down..
it can really get real down..
maybe it's juz me who is very unlucky..
or maybe it's juz that this year wasn't my lucky year at all..
or really maybe i suck..

i would juz roughly talk about wad happened today..
today was our st john divisional AGM..
i was elected as the vice member-in-charge..
a.k.a. vice chairman..
ok end of story..

i really learnt something now..
the more u hope..
the more disappointed u'll get..
but maybe the unfortunate was really the best of u..
who knows?
god knows..
and i believed..
HE gave a great and superb opportunity for me to start over a new leaf..
for me to improve..

to someone i really love..
and someone who i noe that loves me..
thx so much..
i love you..

-zkang-

BACK HOME

2009-08-18T21:23:00.002+08:00

finally i'm home..
though of discharging early..
but they kinda delayed the process..
so yeah..juz back home..

so the doc said..
there's some erosion in the anus and in the stomach..
and if i dint take care of the erosion in the stomach..
it will become colon cancer..
that frightened me..
i still don wanna die!!
but nothing lo..
gave me like a kg of medicine..
haha..quite a lot..
they even record down the process when they check into my stomach..
oh my god..
it was way too disgusting..
i juz finish eating..
and i felt like vomiting straight away..
now only i noe wad's in out body..
its freaking awful and disgusting..
i don felt like watching anymore..
yucksss..

ok i finish my meal..
which is free from oil, spicy, and other harmful spices..
yeah..which will be pretty boring and tasteless..
but wad can i do..
i don wanna end up having colon cancer..
listen to the doc lo..he's my only hope i guess..
haha..

2 holes in my arm..
kinda itchy..
and irritating..
afraid of scratching it..
dunno wad can i do about it..

got to go consume my load of medicine already la..
bye..

thx baby^^
thank you very much..^^

-zkang-

IN DA HOSPIIIIIIITALLLLL

2009-08-18T10:26:00.003+08:00

now i probably is in the hospital..
typing my way into my lil blog..
some kinda tube still attached to my fingers..
rather painful but quite cool anyway..
yeah i'm warded in the hospital but not for long..
was warded in yesterday and will be discharged later..

i went to this hospital, GLENEAGLES..
yesterday noon, to chech with the intestine and gastric thingy specialist..
cuz i was having problems in my stomach..
so he suggested i could stay in this horrible hospital..
and guess what, they made me pass motion for 5 times..
blardy hell..i was like
"u wan me to go for toilet for 5 time??"
"what if there's no 5 times??"
"do i really have to do this??"

and wad made it more interesting was..
they wan to check on the stools on the fifth time..
asking me not to flush it off..
haha..it juz felt awkward..
but i manage to finish it in juz 4 times..
cuz i was already begging her for mercy..
i cant do it..i was pretty worn out after the 3rd time..
i was asked to wear some sort of funny outfit and lie on a special bed..
and was pushed into a special room..
i was pretty nervous and super cold inside that my hands went freezing..
the doctor poke a needle into my flesh to suck out sample of blood..
but he said i'm too cold..
causing the nerves to contract..not allowing the blood to come out..
haha..i was like o~~~~~~~kay..
then he switch place..and now it was much more painful..
cuz there's barely flesh that part..
looking at my blood comin out from my hand..
i was afraid i'm gonna die of insufficient blood..
wakaka..it sounds crazy..but that's wad i felt..

do u ever see gynaecologist checking a pregnant mother's child?
using the ultrasound device to check the baby inside??
that's what they did to me..
i was wondering..are they checking for babies too?
haha..it must be ridiculous..
and after that i don remember anything..
they gave me some sort of gas to suck on..
and the next moment..i realise it was over..
i couldn't stand up..
was quickly fainted on a wheel chair and off i go to my ward..
i cant really remember what had happened..
i cant remember how long have i been unconcious..
it had been more than 3 hours..
and i still remember the nurse said..
it will be juz 30 minutes..
lol...
so yeah..i'm out of the creepy single room..
out here typing..
kinda missed home already..
haha..i don really like this place..
although the food here is not as bad..
home sweet home..that is something that wont change..

i wanna specially thank jia wei for visiting me ytd..
spending his sleeping time to call me..
i manage to wake him up at 6 o'clock..
if not he'll be late for skul..
and thank sandra for her support and care..
yeah thx..

speaking bout skul..
i missed pj..
i missed playin football with u guys..
i missed quarreling about lil things when playin football..
haha..i'll be bak in juz a short while..
of cuz lar..its not like i'm having cancer and needed for a treatment..
be bak by 2moro..
hehe..

-zkang-

Prefect Camp 2009

2009-08-16T20:46:00.002+08:00

prefect camp 2009..
starting from friday to saturday..
it's a short 2 days 1 nite camp..
the venue is in our own skul..
sien lo..own place again..

b4 the camp..
we had 4c vs 4k football..
hehe..
the result issss.........................................
4k 1-0 4c..
but i think the result is not satisfied with everyone..
cuz according to them..
the ball is not pumped enough..
haha...=.="
boring game though...

the camp starts at 1500 hours..
after about an hour..
we went to the hall for the 1st session..
and to our surprised..
a group of motivational talk guys were involved..
they were good..
all of them are from university malaya..
cool guys..
we played games..
gave talks to us..
until about 2200 hours..
should be camp fire..
but it rain suddenly..
although not heavy..
but quite cooling..
waited til 2245 i think..
they rain stopped..
the camp fire was resumed..
games and lame jokes were carried on..
games were played til 0130 hours..
then was given time to wash up and everyone had to lights off at 0300..
haha..so "early"
slept at 0315 i think..

then was awake at 0600 for juz a minute..
then was awake again by the super noise by yi seng..
at 0645..
the camp ends at 1330..

lol...very very very ringkas man..
sorry la..don feel like talking too much about the camp..
throughout was quite fun la..
out of expectation..
ok la..

ytd slept at 1900..
guess wad time i woke up..
the next day 0600..
i'm a super pig man..
slept for so long..
now cant sleep liao lo..
how??

2moro will go for hospital to check my stomach..
hope nothing's inside la..

bye bye la..

baby i really really love u..
today no moon oo..

-zkang-

Music & Choir Club AGM

2009-08-10T20:41:00.002+08:00

its monday and i bet that many many students are complaining cuz this is the 1st day of skul..
i juz hate monday..don ask me why..
today kinda forgot to woke up..
forgot to wake up to cook..
so ended up sleeping til 0520 if i'm not mistaken..
together with my brother..
then set off at 0550..

today's time kinda moves slowly..
duty time until the assembly ends is like never ending..
and its like quite hot even though the sun's not rising yet..
and students are just making so much noise that we cant even control them..
grrr...not in the mood already la..
my mood started to come back when i went back to class..
kinda felt more comfortable there..
classes until before recess was quite ok..
juz ok..nothing much to talk about..

but after recess..bloody hell...
spot check..suddenly only..
grrrr...firstly is 5k classroom..
nothing found..i thought its over..
then we were asked to do it in 2H and 2O classrooms..
bloody hell..and they're having their nilam class..
so they're not in class..
we came back to report..and i thought i can go back to class..
and again..asked to checked 4A................................=.=
nothing much also..
juz a laptop found with he broadband thingy still hot..
we were released back to our class..
10 minutes before the 2nd period's bell rang..
went to chem lab..just got to sit down..
bell rang..=.=

during malay period is kidna cool..
our malay teacher showed us the video bukit kepong..
and we commented a lot and asked the teacher to show us..
neh..the part where the komunis strip down someone's wife in the bus they tahan..
haha..teacher was like..
"u semua ini kotor betul laaaarrrrrrrrrrrrr..."
haha..

music & choir club was after our chinese class..
but was delayed little..
cuz benny was late a little..
so nothing much was discussed until the election of poses..
sien..i got vice..
ok..not gonna talk bout it..
u can come and find me personally..
but i'll not share any of my feelings in this blog..
i don wanna say anything..

don regret

-zkang-

piano exam T.T

2009-08-05T21:29:00.002+08:00

this morning dint go to skul..
cuz i wanna practice my songs..
especially my scales..
practice for more than 2 hours..
then 1000 hours..i went out from home..
its at istana hotel..
and it's in venue 4..
i went up myself having no trouble finding venue 4..
but finding trouble to relax and calm down..
its chilling there..
its cold there..
its freezing there..
my fingers are like ice..and i cant more freely..
+ my nervousness..
omg i tell u..i noe i'll have trouble playing the pieces especially scales..
when's my turn..i saw jay yang..
he had finished..how good..
how i wished i had over..

1st song..
da da da da da da...wrong..da da da wrong..
2nd song..
da......da.......da da da........ wrong..............
3rd song..
da. da da da da wrong da da wrong da da da da da

ok..3 pieces..also got wrong!!!
argh!!
the scales..
at 1st still ok ok..
but when he asked me about dunno wad minor melodic..
i completely forget which sharps to play..
and the worst was..
he said..lets try another wan..
i knew i'm gonna fail..
end of scales..sight reading and aural..
ok la..only that aural 1 question wrong..
cuz i forgot whether its baroque or classical..
simply say wan..

after that 20 minutes..
i felt like crying already..
i suck man..
if it wasn't for her..
i think i'm depressed til now..
very sad ah........

baby i noe now..i need u as much as u need me..
which is..A LOT..

-ZKANG-

HI AGAIN

2009-08-02T21:39:00.003+08:00

very long time dint post liao lo..
sorry everyone ya..
cuz everyday also lazy blog..
i'm still alive..
i'm not dead yet ok??^^
i'm still as healthy as a dead corpse..
joking..~~

agm juz over last monday..
nothing actually affected my everyday feeling..
cuz i noe she's still with me..
juz something random don bother that..

really the routine of my everyday life..
especially in skul..
is totally the same..
either looking at the teacher not listening..
talking to frens..
or reading novel..
damn sien man..

piano xm is on this comin wednesday..
shit lo..my scale still sux until cannot sux liao lo..
sei mou..
wish me good luck n pass this xm la..
practicing quite hard but not very very hard..
got a bit scare jor tim..

so many freaking ppl are sick now..
many skuls closed..
when's ours?
2moro still have to go to skul..
many things undone..
but i couldn't remember wad should i do...
and wad is waiting for me to be done..
if our skul is closed for that 1 week..
wow..wad a week that will be..
despite quarantined for 1 week..
i got to finish up all my works..
yeah..although i don really will do..
^^

2moro need to go to skul lo..
i go pack up my feelings 1st la..
its a hard thing to do..
but i'll try la.."try"

go la..
bye

baby, my love towards u will nvr decrease..but never ending increasing..

-zkang-

quite a boring day

2009-07-20T20:28:00.002+08:00

its monday again..
i hate monday..
cuz of that stupid assembly la..
sure very long wan..

damn sleepy la..
slept in the bus lrt and prefect room..
then assembly is extraordinary long..
i went back class very early comparing with other prefects..
unlike oscar or jeremy they came in end of 3rd period..
prize giving were so long..
and boring..
AND HOT..!!
thx to someone who is contributing this extreme heat..
i appreciate it..

in class was so boring..
and is always boring..
i was playin rubik most of the time..
reading my chinese novel..
doin things which is not associated to class..
most of the time..
especially chemistry and bm..
chemistry dint listen to the teacher AT ALL..
so lazy to listen and doin other thing..

juz another boring day..
reached home also reading book..
trying to study chemistry..
cuz now i'm really afraid already..
i'm afraid i'll be left behind..
so..yeah..

-zkang-

so free

2009-07-18T23:51:00.002+08:00

someone juz urge me to blog..
haha..duno y la..
so cannot go against her order..
guai guai blog la..
but nothing to say wor..

today watched ice age 3..
its like super funny..
and super cute..
like u..^^
recommend everyone to go and watch this movie^^

later in the evening went to church for youth service..
instead of having service..
we watched night in the museum 2..
haha..the film was ok..
not that funny..
i ended up playin rubic and solving it and learning it..
damn noob wan..

today really very free la..
suddenly nothing to do..
haha..wad should i do now?!?!

-zkang-

PS: FIRE IS DANGEROUS

2009-07-17T18:52:00.002+08:00

yo!! its friday again^^
the happiest day of the week cuz 2moro will be saturday..
means?? holiday..
finally no more activities on this saturday and sunday..
can rest at home..
do things i like..yeah..

in skul..during duty..
NOTHING happened..
everything was fine..
bio and physics period..
was doing my sejarah nota..
and add maths..
non stop man..hand pain=.=

during bio something damn funny happen..
we did the peanut experiment..
burning the nuts..
and check for the energy value..
if u noe..
dex eujin and i..
was doin..i mean playin..
haha..tok the nut to burn it on the bunsen burner..
but we dint turn the bunsen burner off..
and that stupid dexter..was so excited that he went so near to look at the nut..
ended up..the fire caught his hair..
at 1st we heard some noise..
*pik pik pak pak*
then we look at dexter..his hair was burnt..
juz little bit..but seriously..
damn funny!! then he went MY HAIR!! MY HAIR!!
then he was disappearead..dunno to where..
damn it..he was so stupid!! haha..

ja!!!
when i'm goin back home..
that stupid bus..
nvr came..
waited there for about an hour and 1 half..
seriously wad the hell man..
grrrr..

still havent finish my sejarah nota..haha..
go do lo..
sayur nana..

-zkang-

i love being scolded

2009-07-16T22:36:00.002+08:00

thursday..
i doesn't like this day at all..
cuz every period don have sleeping period lo..
haha..and all those period also sien sien sien..
especially moral period..
dunno y that teacher suddenly naik baran..
really period la her..
let me think of any interesting topic today..
ehh..
don have la..
not very special day..

EXCEPT..
EM was after skul today..
it was written 1430 hours..
ended up..started at 1445..
when only they will learn to be punctual..
throughout the whole meeting..
complains and complains..
drowning every prefects in the class..
i really don feel like giving any comment..
ALTHOUGH I HAVE TONNES OF COMMENTS..!!

enough of that..
not gonna say much about that..
i'll be in deep trouble..
if i gave those comments of mine=)
i'll be dead..DEAD!!
wakaka..

very sien ahh..
shit..my sejarah nota havent do..
damn..
bye everyone..
i go do my nota..

-zkang-

ipod nano---sony psp

2009-07-13T20:55:00.002+08:00

back to skul days again..
need to wake up early in the morning again..
y must skul starts at 7?
9 cannot meh?
in bus sleep..
in lrt sleep..
in prefects room slept too..
and oh my shit..
i forgot that my stomach is still empty..
i sudah biasalah..i thought..

assembly time..
yada yada..
lots of announcements..
lots of speeches..
lots of talks..
and LOTS OF PRIZE GIVEN..
one of the prize ceremony was..
dunno wad competition was that..
but is from oxford thingy..
we had 3 runner up and 1 winner..
guess wad's the prize..
runner up---ipod nano
winner---sony psp
WHAT THE HEAVENLY HELL!!!
y didnt i join??
sobs..i wan a psp too..

in class..having gastric kinda thingy..
especially 4th period onwards..
during recess i went to buy nasi lemak..
and i forgot i cant eat spicy food..
i realised AFTER i finish eating..
damn..my stomach was so hurting when i got to duty..
and the environment was so hazy..
so unhealthy..and i have to stand like so exposed?
my lifespan has just decrease few years..=.=

after skul..MBS IDOL 2009!!
i'm the emcee again..
and i think i'm the worst emcee in the world..
don talk bout that la..
not very good..
not up to expectation..

chaoz everyone..
love all of u..
especially u..
ya u!!

-zkang-

mcdonald's olyimpic day run

2009-07-12T20:12:00.002+08:00

i love to run..
this feeling started today..

this morning..freak..
i woke up at 0500 hours..
if u dunno y i woke up that early..
i'll tell u..
to get rdy for the run..
i dunno y i woke up that early..
but i went to play maple..wahaha..
i reached hang tuah station at 0615..
TOLD BY DEREK!!
but in the end..
ask me to go to masjid jamek at 0700..
damn..the run will start at 0700..
haha..got a taxi there..
saw derek got the number..and run!!
haha..and damn it..i was holding my phone..
forgot to keep it inside my bag=.=
haha..was holding my phone throughout the whole run..
but my main purpose is not run also..
1st 1st ok la..
trying to find someone..
running in front in front..
cant find..ran backwards..
finally met them..wahaha..
after that..i dint actually run anymore..
cuz i'm "too tired"..haha
7 km run..if i ran..i can finish in 40 minutes..
but i walked with them..
so about 80 minutes?
but i'm sure i used up more than 1 hour..
derek even walked back to find us after his race..
crazy fellow..
supposed to eat with u wan..
but..very troublesome..

so......we went to burgerking..
to eat our breakfast..
drink until stomach can burst..
went home at 1130 hours..
and surprisingly..
i'm still very energetic..
i don have the urge to rest or wad..
but 1400..i tired sudah..
haha..slept till 1700 i think..

AND I HAVE TO COOK!!!!
damn it..

2moro monday liao lo..
shyt man..time really passes damn fast..
need to go skul's bondage again..
still don have to mood to study la..
i'll be sick tomoro..wahaha

i'm so happy i'm with u..
i love my god..
for bringing us together..
who else could be happier than me?

-zkang-

add math frenzy

2009-07-07T22:18:00.002+08:00

today was 8th of july..
sorry juz being very random..

1st and 2nd period were add maths periods..
o damn so many funny things happened..
and also a tragedy..
a very very sad case..
cheng nam was caught reading comic in class..
mingren was accused not doin her work..
the whole class kena checked..
bcoz of that blardy add maths teacher..
somemore shouted at mingren..
i think the whole skul heard her voice..
cuz she's like freaking loud..glasses hampir-hampir pecah..
saddening case la..
cheng nam got rotan..by mr wong

next was english period..
many students were chased out..
even oscar..wahaha..
for being noisy..i guess..??
other periods were juz fine..
JUZ FINE..
nothing actually happened..
during physics..
miraculously..everybody was doin physics work..
cuz peka ma..wahaha so busy oo..
normal days everyone was sleeping for sure..

in kasturi..
damn..all the teachers today noe to joke very very freaking well man..
make the whole class laugh like hell!!
damn it..

now's 2232 hours..
tired ahh..
wanna sleep la..
but don feel like sleeping..cool huh?
haha..

i love u baby!!!
i'm telling the truth!!

-zkang-

tired of? i dunno

2009-07-06T21:16:00.003+08:00

it's monday again!!
hooray..wait a minute..i used the wrong word..
i meant what the hell!!
i woke up about 0407 this morning..
and i saw someone's msg which written received at 0347..
and i was like what the hell..
wad r u being awake so late..i mean so early?
guess wad..she's studying..damn damn hardworking=.=

i couldn't sleep anymore..
went down..and fell asleep on the sofa..
when i woke up again..it was 0500..juz ngam..
today skul was quite normal when i walked into my deserted skul..
i can c some white figure floating around..
which is very normal..
and 1 was welcoming me..waving to me..^^
he's always that friendly..
i like him very very much..

during assembly..
damn..kena scolded by MRS LIM..
grr..think also gek..i noe my malay very poor la..
dammit..i shouldn't have made that announcement..
so i wouldn't have got into trouble..!!
still wanna made me write 20 times..
#$%&..in case u dunno..

$-u
&-k
#-f
%-c

today was very weird..
so many teachers dint come..
yahoo..got time to do my sejarah nota..
which is very far behind..^^
i also can finish up my nilam..
copy from my frens..hehe^^
mrs ramani went in our class to sell her candies..
wahaha..4 small candies cost us rm 1.40..
and she swore it will be delicious..
but fattening too..
fattening..that's wad i want!!
i tried it..it was the sweetest food in the whole universe!!
oh my god..i've nvr try food that sweet b4..
but ofc..u're sweeter^^

during bm period..
teacher gave out our bm papers..FINALLY..
everyone was damn sad..
damn damn sad..
cuz our results suck to the max..
out of 100..i got only 19..
some got single digit..
everyone man..was so moody..until teacher tell out the total marks..
our class---42 student..
range of marks---50-61 marks..
we were like OMG!!
all passed?? but how? we were so sucky..
no one cared..all we care was..we passed..
i think teacher add marks for us personally..
or he mark paper 2 full mark lo..
only 2 possibilities..^^

i'm tired..
i dunno of wad..
of studies??
of games??
of not enough of sleep??
i dunno..
but i'm sure..
i'm not tired being love..

-zkang-

it's friday already

2009-07-03T20:19:00.002+08:00

after 5 days since monday..
which is the day we hated most cuz we have to go to skul again..
but time really flies..
and not juz fly..but flying frigging quick..
if time can be pulled back or slowed down..
i still can appreciate many things i've left out..
i missed many things..
i hope i can be like zac efron..
to be maybe..7 again..
things that were undone..maybe be done then..

nah..juz crapping..
haih..time really flies very fast eh..
juz got mood to study then holiday for 2 days already..=.=
today in skul..
i though have to pass up est and sejarah nota wan..
but in the end..
none of those handed up..
most of the time i did my nilam and est..
cuz physics and bio period were like totally free periods..
today really nothing much to say..
cuz today's period nothing de la..
very very freaking boring..
except puan yong's period..
cuz she's like freaking funny..
i also forgot wad she say liao la..

then when skul ends..
the meeting that i should've gone to..i nvr did go..
cuz i have to rush down to pharmacy to take my stocks..
but ended up..wthell!!!
the stock havent come yet..what the hell..
so yeah..i rushed back for that meeting..
it's like 5 minutes only..then end..
we saw some old prefects came back to skul..
i'm not sure y they come bak..
but i was surprised and shocked..
*those who noe y i say this..i'm sure u're shocked too*

i got myself changed..
and i went to play football..
juz got myself warmed up..
then what the hell..the indians took the field away..
say got match wor..so we waited for 40 minutes..
after 40 minutes they finished playin..we though..
but that's juz 1st half..still got 2nd half leh..
sien..so waited for another 40 minutes..
but they dint wanna let us play..
i was so pissed after we waited like an hour..
i juz got down and blast them..
if not bcoz of tun kai..
i'm already lying in the hospital..
they really wanna roll me like a bowling ball..

by the time we have time to play..
i got to go liao lo..
thx to the indians..
blardy hell..the weather was so hot that i cant stop sweating..
cuz of someone which is causing the global warming..

not allowed to play computer..=.=
so bored..

-zkang-

if dreams always come true

2009-06-30T22:30:00.002+08:00

if dreams never fail to come true..
if dreams always get into our life..
if we wont be waking up from our dreams..
if dreams are forever..
it's good to dream huh?

anything which is impossible will be possible..
such as 1+1=36
so 36-1=1 ryte?
everything which does not make any sense can happen..
and that would be cool if any of the president can fly..
or michael jackson suddenly revived..

dreams are good..
it helps us to unstrain our accentuated mind..
ppl that we don like..
may be disappeared forever maybe?
ppl who we love can be with us..
although it's the opposite in the real world..
in dreams we always enjoy except nightmares..
we juz love it..

but it sucks..when we had to wake up when things are getting better and better..
it sucks when we had to give up all those happy things in dreams..
to make it worse..we cant remember even if we tend to..
if dreams can be forever and comes true without fail..
dreams..dreams..dreams..

sweet dreams everyone..
good nite..

-zkang-

can tags be so long?

2009-06-29T19:51:00.004+08:00

blardy derek..
y tag me..some more so long..=(

1.My Name : Lim ZhengKang

2.My Birthday : 3rd May 1993

3.Who tagged you : Derek Chan

4.Name 5 best friends : wad if i say don have? got la..Jia Wei, Eugeng, Meng Teck, Choon Wei, Oscar

5.What do you wished for birthday : a handphone..new wan..if possible..

6.Happy things that happened recently : won a dota match^^wakaka

7.Most stressed about recently : reports day lo..i still dunno how am i gonna tell my mom about my result..2 days dint go to skul liao ma..

8.What is your dream about future : living with her happily..

9.Do you have someone you like : don ask me^^

10.Will you visit your ex-teacher in a classmate gathering : i'll c which teacher..

11.Most happy to hang out with : my mother!! haha joking..of cuz gf's lo...siapa lagi?

12.If two of your friends are having conflicts : i'll try..my best..although it's not..to ask them to chill gua..

13.Where is preferably the place to go with your lover : where we can be alone..

14.What to do in Christmas : it's chrismas..not christmas!! sing chrismas song and enjoy the snow if there is snow..

15.Who do you want to celebrate Christmas with : frens gua..

16.Bad habit on waking up early in the morning : dunno wor..

17.How many siblings do you have : 1 younger brother and 1 younger sister..

18.Favourite song(Female) : Halo by Beyonce

19.Favourite song(Male) : No Boundaries by the gay ass (Adam Lambert)

20.Favourite Colour : Black and white

21.Flush before using the toilets? : depends on situations..

22.Love me not? : u must love me!!

23.Affectionate to guys or girls : i'm totally not adam lambird!!

24.What do you want to shout out loudly : i love u!!

25.Do you dare to go toilets alone in the middle of the night? : dare..if my own home la..outside ah? dunno leh

26.Will you take off your undies in while in the WC : i think so..depends..

27.Who’s the bastard : those who dunno i'm cute..

28.What’s the current affection : boring and sleepy

29.Ugly when asleep: i said i'm cute!!

30.Whats the time now : 2146 hours

31.Do you hate the person who tagged you : i think i don hate him..haha

32.Weight : i'm fat!! but someone insisted that i'm thin..i'm 53 ok..

33.Weather today : got rain got sun..got moon got stars

34.Are you pregnant : yes i am..the 1st boy in the world pregnant..how cool!!??

35.What will you do if you win a lottery : 3 nites cant sleep..wahaha

36.An activity that must be done while in the Uni -life : enjoy enjoy and enjoy

37.People To Tagged?

1. Meng Teck
2. Waiyih
3. Mingren
4. Dickson
5. Sandra
6. Tze Keat
7. Zun Zen
8. Chee Enn
9. Kum Zhun
10. Weixing

01-Does no.4 know no.6??: yea.. even classmates!
02-No.10 is a male or??: half half la..wakaka he's a boy la..
03-The hobby of no.8?: eating lollipop i supposed..
04-Does no. 1 have any siblings?: he has 1 brother..
05-The surname of no.7?: Wong
06-Does no.10 have alot of friends??: quite..
07-Anyone tackling no.4??: lol...good question that i dunno how to answer..
08-If no.2 is being introduced??: i wont be surprised..^^
09-The favourite colour of no.6?: eh...eh...dunno..
12-Where is no.5 studying currently??: SBU
13-How do you know no.10??: St. John
14-Whats the difference between the birth month of no.1 and you??: hers is on december while mine is on may
15-Ever hang out with no.9??: sometimes play football la..
16-Do you like to chat with no.2??: yup..always talk crap and dota..
17-Like to be with no.3??: ya..he sucks!! wakaka
18-How do you think about no.7??: pretty and fat and alienated girl!!
19-How do you think about no.9??: him? weird weird de la..
20-Do you love no.5??: omg..haha..leave it for u to answer..

1.Who tagged you with this questionnaire? : stupid derek lo
2.How long have you known him/her : form 1 same class..
3.Do you think that he/she is important to you? : ya gua..
4.Your relationship with him/her : close friend
5.Whats his/hers hobby? : running about..like mad dog..wakaka
6.What do you think about his/her personality? : total hyperactive!!
7.His/her points of importance in your heart : dunno leh..

*Your idol : none i think..only her in my heart..
*Favourite season : don have la..
*Times worked : i don work..
*Country that wanted to go the most : switzerland with her^^
*Personality hated : lalazai, fakers and betrayers
*Are you a crybaby? : absolutely not..
*You laugh alot? : most of the time lo..not much la..^^
*Do you like to go out alone? : don like..no ppl accompany..
*What time will you wake up if it's a holiday?: depends lo..mostly after 1000 hours..
*Today’s weather(Sunny Rainy Cloudy): cloudy
*Choose between Friends and Lover : both la
*Choose between Chances and Fates : both la..
*Are you narcissist? : i'm not..
*Is this questionnaire long? : took away 30 minutes of my life..
*How to make yourself feel better every time? : thinking of her..
*Favourite food : loads and loads
*Are you full of happiness? : totally!!
*Who are the friends that you care the most? : someone i love..
*What's the most important item in your bed room? : bed la..no bed no sleep..
*Most consistent dream at sleep : dunno..
*Will you forgive a guy that is mentally disobedient? : c la..c he got face problem anot?
*Whats the meaning of life? : life's full of curiousity, it's always strange..full of love and lively when lucky..bad lucks everywhere when unlucky..
*See if you can answer this!): what the hell is this?
*When do you hate me? : hate who?
*Like the day you were born or been into the society?: yaya^^
*Like Taoism or Confucianism? : i'm a christian..i don believe in those..
*Favourite cake? : CHEESE cakes..yum!!
*Can we stop this game now? : pls..i beg u..
*Do you like sardins? ^^ : no really
*Who knows you the best? : only her..
*IQ higher or EQ? : both high..haha..or should i say both low..
*Computer or Mobile Phone : both i wan
*Prefer to sleep or play? : play
*Friendster or Facebook? : neither of them..
*Whats your wish right now? : be with her forever
*Tired? : quite
*Favourite drinks : mineral water

how come so long wan?
i hate u derek!! grrrrr

coolest bus stops..

2009-06-28T22:24:00.006+08:00

these are the bus stops i found..damn cool!!

this is a real bus stop in the countryside of london..
cool huh?

a bus stop with a LED..i wonder what they do there..

grass only survive on dirt..so beneath them must be dirt..
a white horse will be perfect on the grass..

it's designed by Vitra design museum..cool

u can swing when u're waiting for buses!!i wan it in malaysia!!

it's for student's use gua??

this is really a bus stop u must believe me..
although it doesn't look like one..

dubai damn rich..even their bus stops are air-conditioned..
malaysia? haha..dream on..

i love this bus stop weyh..
very creative and how to say..special..

u can lie on it and rest..look at the lake..
while waiting bus..^^

stone edge!! any bus??

hungry..can i eat?

goal!! i wonder if the bus drive straight into the goalie!!

the bus stop in future in brazil..
many things inside including computers..

worst logos ever!!

2009-06-28T22:04:00.005+08:00

i found these in the internet..and i was like..what the hell..
who in this world could designed such crazy logo..

do u noe wha the hell is this??
it's a japanese building punya logo..it suck!!

i cant actually understand wad this logo trying to mean..

wad can u imagine when u c this logo..
it's a clothes design shop logo..but all i noe is..u noe la..

ok..this is a sausage compnay logo..
it's like pulling ur intestine out..it suck!!

guess wad..this is one of the logo for london's olympic..
it was kicked out immediately..

yea..this is a children clinic logo..
not wad u think..

this one lagi chunted..
it is a pharmacy..not that ok?

haha..i cant stop laughing..
"kids exchange" or "kid sex change"?
i have no comments..^^

this one rocks!!!it's a dentist clinic..
many ppl dont like to go..as if when they c this..

look at the mouse..
it's like something comin out..

wahaha..oh my god..
i cant draw better..even though i don even noe how to draw..
haha...enjoy^^

3 AM duty =.=

2009-06-28T21:06:00.003+08:00

yesterday nite..
i went to hq bout 2315 hours..
ask me why..cuz i don wanna stay at home to sleep..
ask me why..cuz i have to go for duty at about 0300 hours..
ask me why i wanna go..don ask me why..cuz i dunno also..
from 2315 hours until the next day punya 0300 hours..
i did nothing except waiting..
waiting the time to pass and waiting for someone..
i was on the balcony most of the time..
cuz i couldn't find any companion..i look at the sky..
it's beautiful although there isn't much stars and the moon wasn't visible..
but i do like the sky and the road without cars..
from the top..i can c junbin and someone..
mr wang and others bbq-ing..
i dunno y time passes so quickly cuz in a blink of an eye..
not a blink la..many thousands blinks la..
my phone showed..0245 hours..

i got rdy by 0250 hours and she's not here yet..
briefing was short and clear..she's not here yet..
attendance had taken..she's not here yet..
she's late..cuz someone was late to fetch her>.<>.<
damn cool..i nvr seen ppl run that fast in marathon..
they sapu those drinks like dunno wad..

small small detail don tell la..
we were told the duty will end at 1500 hours..
ended up..ambulance fetched 3 teams bak including us at 0845 hours..
we were like..y so early wan?
their answer was..ur station end liao..no more running throuh ur station..
haha? yeah can go bak earlier..
to sleep!!!!!!!

we wait..wait..wait..wait..
until 1200 hours like that..
everyone came bak except group 13 cuz they're the last group..
felt so sorry for them..
we took lunch..and i was called up to MR tan..
=.= i wont be telling u wad's he told me..
but i was damn pissed..and wad make it worse..
i caused someone kena marah too..it's all my fault..
y should she get the scoldings??
anyway..i wanna say sorry..although i've already said it many times..

i think i reached home about 1?
got bath and stuff..
and slept till 1900 hours..cuz i was freaking tired..
damn freaking tired!!!
it's 2201 now..
i don blog more le la..
bye bye..

Love is a temporary madness. It erupts like an earthquake and then subsides. And when it subsides you have to make a decision. You have to work out whether your roots have become so entwined together that it is inconceivable that you should ever part. Because this is what love is. Love is not breathlessness, it is not excitement, it is not the promulgation of promises of eternal passion. That is just being "in love" which any of us can convince ourselves we are. Love itself is what is left over when being in love has burned away, and this is both an art and a fortunate accident. Your mother and I had it, we had roots that grew towards each other underground, and when all the pretty blossom had fallen from our branches we found that we were one tree and not two.

-zkang-

I'M NOBODY

2009-06-26T19:42:00.002+08:00

what the ****
i woke up at 6..
which is very very rare..
usually i'll be waking up at about 0520-0530 hours wan..
but cuz today mom's fetching me..
so can sleep more lo..wakaka

today punya assembly so long..
senior assisstant talk talk talk talk talk...
skul principal talk talk talk talk talk..
talk non stop..about this la..that la..
but nothing about skul closed..=.=
disappointed la..
and 1 more thing..
today punya assembly was extraordinarily quiet lo..
from january till now..
this was the 1st time i saw them so queit..
cool huh?

1st period gone..
2nd period was gone too..
3rd to 6th period were totally free periods..
chemistry and biology..
the class was so noisy..many students slept too..^^
except me la of cuz..juz joking..XD
recess time i dint eat at all..
although i'm very very hungry..
but don feel like eating la..dunno y lo..
duty time also felt like fainting liao..
head was turning..

den add maths period was after recess..
i did not bring any of my add maths exercise..
so i took one of meng teck's exercise book and pretend it's mine..
then teacher walked passed..
"y u use pencil but not pen?"
"cuz if wrong i can erase it off ma.."
"then in front u got use pen or not?"
"got..nah u see.."
"make sure later u chg bak into pen ya?"
"ya la teacher..i will de la.."
"are u sure this is ur book?" without checking the name..
"ya la..don believe me ah?"
den she walked away..omg i was so scared..
my heart was beating so fast..haha

the sky was crying again..
maybe her husband scold her again?
i go down petaling streets to do thing wan leh..
now rain pulak..=.=
on the way to pharmacy..was so afraid kena rompak..
cuz i was holding 800+rm..to buy stock..
reached there still have to wait them prepare the stock for me..
when finished i regreted for not asking someone to help me carry things..
there were 4 boxes there..i'm the only 1 there..
i took 2 boxes back to skul..muscle aching already..
den i went back down to take another 2 more..which were much heavier..
went back skul..tired and hot..although after rain..

went home at 1700 hours..
was bloody tired already..
chaozz..
bye bey everyone..

u're not a bad gf..
i love u..

-zkang-

i'm tired and worried

2009-06-24T23:42:00.002+08:00

i woke up slightly late again..
i dunno y..but i did..
went to skul and slept until very late..
until duties started still sleeping..=.=

yeah today many teacher dint come..
many free periods..wahaha..
so nice leh..stayed in the class and play..
talk non stop..talk until so tired..
1st time lo..
then we had choral speaking practice for 2moro's competition..
it was very funny..cuz of jay and oscar..
that 2..neverending..

physics period was fun..
cuz teacher was teaching and we were talking and sleeping..
haha..
no difference with no teacher..=.=
haha...today basically no teacher come in and teach de..

after skul..
went to the pharmacy and ordered stock..
haih..busy busy busy..
went for tuition and came bak at 2100 hours..
damn tired la..still have to do the stock list out..
still have to do club thing..
aiyo..
y so busy wan?
2moro some more got the choral speaking competition liao..
got abit nervous tim..
good luck for us la..
hope can win la..

nite nite..
i love u..

-zkang-

Tagged by Derek Chan

2009-06-24T23:23:00.004+08:00

y u tag me?
really ma fan lo..XD

1. Have you been ever asked out?
me? been asked out? eh..got gua..

2. Where was you default picture being taken?
from the internet..but forgot where la..

3. What is your middle name?
Zheng

4. Your current relationship status?
dunno..XD

5. Does your crush like you back?
i think so..

6. What is your current mood?
now? worried..darn worried

7. What color of underwear are you wearing?
haha..eww..i wanted to say pink..but i'm not wearing la..XD
of cuz got wear la..lazy check..u come can check urself la..

8. What color shirt are you wearing?
pure white

9. Missing something?
nope..got her..enough

10. If you could go back in time and change somthing, what would you do?
nope..i don wan..i'm very happy bout now

11. If you must be an animal one day, what?
butterfly!! haha..don ask me why..it came out in my head suddenly..

12. Ever had a near death experience?
nope..mostly also fall down from high place and broken my hand

13. Something you do a lot?
dota dota dota!!!

14. The song stuck in your head?
No Boundaries~~this song rox!!

15. Who did you copy and paste from?
that stupid a**h*l* lo..derek chan ck

16. Name someone with the same birthday as you?
i dunno..chee enn told me b4..i forgot who

17. When was the last time you cried?
few days ago..cuz of something and someone..

18. Have you ever sung in front of a large audience?
wanted to..but don have the chance..wanna participate also cannot..
cuz i'm the committee...=.=

19. If you could have one super power what would it be?
super powers eyh? i wanna stop time..

20. What's the first thing you notice about the opposite sex?
how she looks like..

21. What do you usually order from starbucks?
cappuchino or mochachino lo..i think

22. What's your biggest secret?
u don have to noe..

23. Favorite color?
pink!!! haha...no la..black and white

24. Do you still watch kiddie movies or tv shows?
let me think..still got la..with sister lo..

25. What's on your walls?
don have any..

26. What are you?
i'm a butterfly..butterfly floats in the air..

27. Do you speak any other language?
wad kind?

28. What's your favorite smell?
i like....her smell

29. Describe your life in one word.
sombre

30. Have you ever kissed in the rain?
i'll try that soon..

31. What are you thinking about right now?
now? breaking chee enn's record..and her of cuz..

No number 32..

33. What should you be doing?
sleeping

34. Who was the last person that made you upset/angry?
no one ever make me angry..wakaka..

35. How often do u talk to God?
everyday

36. Do you like working in the yard?
at least better than studying la

37. If you could have any last name in the world, what would you want?
Nicklaus..i like that name a lot de..

38. Do you act differently around the person you like?
dunno..depends la..and how she think la

39. What is your natural hair color?
black lo..

40. Who was the last person to make you cry?
her..

don feel like tagging anyone la..

Happy Father's Day

2009-06-21T22:04:00.003+08:00

okay..this morning..
i meant this noon, i woke up at about 1200 hours..
and oh my god i thought..
how come i sleep until so late wan?
i only noe that the day b4 i slept quite late and i was very late la..
o..it all make sense..it's all bcoz i'm too sleepy..
lol..i'm so lame..

enough of those..
yea i woke up quite late..i missed breakfast..
i did not wanted to take lunch but too bad la..
daddy force me to eat that freaking big packet of dunno wad..
then i went on to the computer for 1 dota match..
life seems to be pointless without dota match..
haha..juz kidding..
juz my hand gatal wanna pegang mouse..
wakaka..XD

i went to church at about 1445 hours..
had youth meeting..
and evening service after that..
we had a preacher from another branch..
and he really can joke very well..
and this is wad he joke about...

"a priest talk to his ppl..if he has 100 bottles of carlsberg,
i would pour it all into the river"
and the crowd shouted "hallelujah"
then the priest continued.. "if i has 100 bottles of brandy..
i would pour it all into the river"
and the crowd went "hallelujah"
the priest once more say again.."if i has 100 bottles of whiskies..
i would pour it all into the river..
and the crowd once again went "hallelujah"
then the priest ask one of his follower to finish up the prayer with a song..
he went up and say..
"hallelujah, i agree with the him..we shall pour into the river!!
now we'll sing song number 316 "drink from the river"

omg..this joke made everyone in the church laugh like mad cows..
haha..

went home and only i realised i forgot to do 2 assignments..
and i had very limited time..
but god blessed me..i've done it^^
hehe..

last but no least..
i wanna wished every father in this planet..
including dogs mosquitoes whales........................
HAPPY FATHER'S DAY!!!

-zkang-

stupid report

2009-06-21T01:47:00.002+08:00

finally she's back^^

and sorry for not updating my blog for dunno how many days..
cuz i dint count..lazy wanna count la..

woke up quite early today..
cuz i cant get any sleep today..
blardy hell..there wasn't any electricity and i cant sleep..
damn..and i had to go to skul..
nvm lo..when i reached skul..
i realised i'm late..but no punishments for me..hooray^^
omg..today there wasn't any foot drill or 1st aid classes..
juz playin games..=.=
i shouldn't have gone..
some more i cant get to play with them..=.=
i wanna play football also cannot cuz derek suddenly ask me go at about 1000 hours..
so yea..i skipped st john..haha

went to tuition until 1730 hours..
and the add maths teacher was like so funny..
omg..he's so selamba with the 2 girls behind..
"genius sit behind"
learnt from him..haha..

nothing to say about la actually..
good nite everyone..
cuz someone's forcing me to sleep already..
bye..

love ya..

-zkang-

crazy day...seriously

2009-06-16T20:25:00.003+08:00

14th day without her..
not dead yet..

still not use to waking up early in the morning..
still not use to wearing skul uniform..
maybe i juz have adapt to it more..maybe..
this morning's assembly was exceptionally long..
so freaking sienzzz...boring and tired..
at class..walao eh..
most of out class student were pure jokers..
they really can joke freaking well..
damn..i juz couldn't stop laughing..
during pjk..weng hong was the biggest joker..
u must be here to feel the sarcasm of his words..
u can laugh ur lungs out..
omg..he's like freaking selamba..
everyone was like shouting what the f*** when playin football..
u noe wad he shout?? f*** the what..
blardy fellow..

after recess..chemistry period..
damn..jia wei and eugene were crazy..
totally crazy..omg i dunno wad's in their mind..
kept on talking talking talking..
nonsense nonsense nonsense..
talk bout rumors la..craps la..everything also talk la..
the whole chemistry period..wad did i do?
laughing..all the time..

even tuition time..
bloody hell..stupid cheng nam and kean loong with the teacher..
talk nonsense also..
stupid la..cant stop laughing too..
blardy hell..damn..

dad's already nagging me to off the computer now..
nite nite everyone..
especially u baby..2day's moon was bright enough to c..
r u looking at it too?
cuz i saw ur face..
nitezzz...chaozzzz...

-zkang-

tagged by someone in australia now

2009-06-16T20:12:00.003+08:00

1. When you looked at yourself in the mirror today, what was the first thing you thought?
ok..my hair wasn't in a mess..

2. How much cash do you have on you?
nothing..my wallet is on upstairs..

3.What I am doing now?
i'm only blogging..and waiting..i supposed

4. Favorite planet?
saturn..cuz the one i love lived there...XD

5. Who is the 4th person on your missed call list on your cell phone?
lol...from kean loong...wakaka

6. What is your favorite ring on your phone?
low-florida..haha cuz that song always wake me up..and also other ppl else..XD

7. What shirt are you wearing?
lol..icc t shirt!!!

8. Do you "label" yourself?
eh let me think..cute retarded boy..

9. Name the brand of your shoes you're currently wearing?
i'm not wearing anything..

10. Bright or Dark Room?
i like pink roomssssss...

11. What do you think about the person who took this survey before you?
i don wanna tell..i'll tell her personally..

13. What were you doing at midnight last night?
midnight ah? i think i'm dead that moment..but i got revived this morning after someone feed me on a bottle of revive..

14. What did your last text message you received on your cell say?
haha...from maxis..which is very long..don feel like typing it out..lazy

15. Where is your nearest 7-11?
u come to my house..if u can find it..i'll bring u there..it's juz there..

16. What's a word that you say a lot?
wad word ah? i don talk much..XD

17.Who told you he/she loved you last?
my dog and my wife..

18. Last furry thing you touched?
something furry? my hair..

19. How many drugs have you done in the last three days?
it's how much drugs la..cannot use many de la..=.=none..i dint consume any..

20. How many rolls of film do you need developed?
i don care..

21. Favorite age you have been so far?
favourite age? i nvr did notice..i think 97? cuz that's the age i'm gonna die..

22. Your worst enemy?
lala..smokers..fakers..and......dunno liao lo..

23. What is your current desktop picture?
dunno wor..random pic..let c

24. What was the last thing you said to someone?
talking to my brother..
hey let me use..i wanna do project liao..which is blogging..^^

25. If you had to choose between a million bucks or to be able to fly what would it be?
a million? simply blow also can blow out 1 million la..i wanna fly..i wanna fly to australia!!!

26. Do you like someone?
i like everyone..but i only love 1..

27. The last song you listened to?
sorry sorry-----super juniors..

28.What I like to do most?
DOTA!!! yo..

29. What you want to be in the future?
eh..maybe insurance? maybe psychologist?

30. Who is your newly make friend in this past few month.
i dunno wor..i dint notice much..

31.What is your currently using number
u really wan meh? really de meh? really really wan me to give meh?
ok la..012-2209376..don spam me pls

32: You tag?
can i don tag..i dunno who to tag la..and don feel like tagging anyone too..XD

-zkang-

skul started

2009-06-15T20:52:00.002+08:00

13th days without her..
1 more week...

i felt weird..to sleep so early yesterday..
and wake up so early today..
to make it more weird..
it was raining this morning..
wearing my skul uniform seemed weird too..
wearing my tie was weird too..
nothing seemed to be normal..
this holidays gone to fast..
schooling day..izit good or bad?
i dunno..
i felt weird taking bus..taking lrt..
even when i walk into my skul..
and the prefect's room was freaking dark..
cause the light is not working..
everything is abnormal today..
exam papers come bak le lo..
even the marks was abnormal..
almost everyone got A for moral in our class..=.=
almost everyone was dead in bio..
est and sejarah were ok la..
still boleh tahan..but i dint go to skul for est..
no mark..>.<
i hate schooling life la..
i really hope for another 2 days of holiday..
i wanna rest 99 for that 2 days..
i wonder how's she there..
hope she's fine..and may god bless her..
pray for her good health..
i miss her..
2moro still have to go skul..
i hate this schooling life la..
i mean i juz hate homeworks..exams..and waking up that early..

-zkang-

not in a mood

2009-06-14T20:31:00.004+08:00

12th day without her..
i wonder how i survive that long..

i had to wake up early this morning..
cuz today got bfa-re exam and clds exam..
went to nam kheong and reach at about 0730..
and i already saw many members there waiting for it to start..
everyone was discussing 1st aid..
except cheng nam, brian, i and few..
i c no point studying..cuz i memorise it all..
haha^^
the writing paper was quite easy..
then when it's time for practical..
we waited for so bloody long..
but they juz don let us in wor..
bloody hell..they're darn stupid..
we went in almost the last..
causing us late for the next exam in hq..
chee enn, vivian and others were waiting for me..
and i really wanna apologise cuz i dint inform them i'm goin there myself..
sorry la..belanja next time lo...

so i started my CLDS exam at about 1245..
aiyo..quite hard la..
dunno can pass anot..
and the foor drill assessment was tough also..
grrrrr..
who cares la..

went to church for the service..
today they invited a foreign speaker..
but i dunno from where..
until i got there..
u noe where? AUSTRALIA..
y is everything had to be linked to australia?
u noe how does it feel anot??
juz cant stop thinking bout it..
to make it worse..
skul starting 2moro..i nvr did rest during this hols..
i hope holiday had another 2 days more..
juz 2 days will be bloody enough for me to rest..
she's coming bak..real soon..
gtg..chaozzz..
bye

-zkang-

orphanage..~~

2009-06-13T21:46:00.002+08:00

11th day..without her..
i'm waiting..

this morning i had to wake up darn early again..
y? goin bak to skul for 1st aid class..
cuz 2moro got bfa-re examination..
haih..i dunno y i went..
maybe jz to c how well izit goin?
or juz to exercise there?
i'm not that sure..
but i went there to be a casualty..
they did the bandaging and stuffs on me..
y do i have to volunteer these things..
den after the class..went for football..
play play play..den rain wor..
it's like for the 1st time in this 3 months..
rain 2 days consecutive..cannot play football liao lo..
=.=

o well..so i went to church..
cuz today they say they're goin to an orphanage..
as planned..
i didn't noe it's juz freaking near my house..
until i finally reached there..
haha..it's like 2minutes walking distance from my house..
yea..we went there..
talk sing and eat there..
donated them somethings..
and i got home..
today was a pretty tiring day..
i dunno y..but i felt like sleeping most of the time..
gtg everyone..2moro got bfa-re..
bye bye..love ya

-zkang-

RAIN..finally!!

2009-06-12T23:03:00.005+08:00

10th day without her..
it's only half..

today i woke up at 1100..
i wasn't fine today..headache and not feeling well..
this morning and afternoon was very freaking hot..
although the hottest person is not in malaysia..
still..nothing to say about the weather la..
everyone will die someday..
skul day is coming soon..
and my hair is still long..
any recommendations? should i botak it?
or juz trim it?
or juz simply cut?
how about mohok? unfortunately..our skul don allow..T.T
i think i'll cut it 2moro..
cut short la..real short gua?
if not i scare some students will complain my hair..
my brother was so ss with his new hair..
keep on saying he'd become more handsome..
when it's still most likely the same..
and he's telling me he's feeling hurt when he read my post..
how swt will it be?
the weather is so hot..
but god finally saved us..
he sent the rain god during evening..
yeah..it's like 1st time rain in 2 weeks..
oh my god..it's so freaking nice when it rains weyh..
when was the last time i'd enjoy the rain?
it was so cooling..refreshing and most importantly..
it washed away the haze..which polluted the whole city..
thx for the fantastic rain..
i juz need it..or not i'll die of great heat..
daddy banned me from using the computer..
but now..daddy's asleep..
so i can blog for awhile..
not much time left..
nite nite everyone..
dream about me k?
and baby..i love u..

-zkang-

super hot day

2009-06-11T22:58:00.002+08:00

9th day without her..
it's a miracle i still could survive..

today have to go skul ahh..
sien la..go to skul for choral speaking thingy and interact thingy..
oh well..mgs comin to our skul ma..
go there c c leng lui lo..
i did not do any wrong thing k?
i juz wanna c how the girls in ipoh look..
41 ppl came to our skul i think..
all games session was canceled due to time problem..
quiet sien la..if i'm joining them..
i'll be bore to death..for sure..
also dunno do wad there..
sien dou sei..play basketball for 10 minutes also swt like hell liao..
crazy weather la..really hot dao..
speechless!!!
den we went to cc near leisure mall..
waste time there..
haih..wad a hot day..even cld water to bath is warm..
when will this weather stop??

-zkang-

buffet in tenji

2009-06-11T00:20:00.002+08:00

8th day..without her..

this morning i went to skul for some meeting for 2moro's thingy in skul..
mgs from ipoh is comin to our skul for some..some..dunno wad la..
i juz noe they're comin to our skul..
and out skul's interact club are the one welcoming them..
so freaking ma fan lo..wanna sleep also cannot..
bloody hell..so yeah when to skul for a short meeting..
and yes..it was a very very very short meeting..
5 minutes pun tak ade..den i went to play football already..
today was really not my day..
i shot almost 30 balls..and only 5 shot on target..
how frustrated..i suck!!!
after 30 minutes of playin football..
my frens and i went to timesquare..thought of watching a movie..
but there was so freaking crowded..
then we saw zun zen and her frens..
my frens were like goin crazy when they saw her..
they're insane..we went for bowling..
juz a match then we went to pavilion..cuz zun zen was there..
they wanted to go there too..juz to hav lunch>.<
mainly to c leng lui over there..
i wanted to watch a movie there wan..
but..the 2 lady in front of me..took the remaining 2 tickets..
sold out!!
blarday hell..fine lo..

2000 hours..yeah..u noe y?
cuz i'm gonna have my dinner..
in tenji..japanese buffet..
it had been so long i have not eat japanese buffet..
i juz love eating those raw salmon..tempura..unagi..
o yea..juz love eating those..
i ate so much there..most importantly..haagen daas..
i ate more than 2 hours there..non stop..
my stomach was so bloody full..
i can barely walk..and jump..
surely i'll get fatter..i will!!!no.........

today's moon wasn't round..
but it's visible..it's the same in australia too..
she's looking at the same moon as ours..
i love u..

-zkang-

kena tagged by sandra

2009-06-09T23:27:00.003+08:00

1.Do you have secrets?
eh..let me think..got gua..
who doesn't had it??

2.Do you ever try a few days do not eat anythings?
don have la...few days mana boleh..siao eh lang..

3.Do you enjoy going to school?
absolutely yes..if there's no homework and exams..XD

4.Coffee or more coffee?
can both don wan? i prefer mineral water..

6.Laughter, or forever smiles?
if can both also la..better this way..

7.Who is more important? Lover or best friends?
best frens gua..best frens forever ma..

8.The person you like is already attached, what would you do?
if i got a person i like..she'll be certainly mine..wont be attached to anyone else...wakakaka..

9.What made you smile today?
chee enn, vivian and wei jing..
they really godlike childish..

10.Angelic or Devilish?
both i also wan..

11.How would you see yourself in 10 years time?
10 years..would be..let me count..
16+10 is..ehh....o ya 26 years old..
wad i'm doin?? still studying gua..

12.Who are currently the most important people to you?
now ahh..guess urself la..

13.What is the most important thing in life?
have faith..believe in god..

14.Are you single or attached?
don wan say>.<

15.What is your favourite colour?
of cuz pink la...wakaka joking..black and white gua..

16.What is your wish?
i'll tell u when chrismas come..
may all my wish come true..^^

17.Have you wondered what will happened afterlife?
i will be looking down to earth..
being a cute and kind angel protecting every human..^^

18. Would you forgive and forget no matter how horrible a thing someone has done?
not sure..c 1st la..if got only decide..

19.Which do you prefer? Spending more time with Family members or the close/understandable
it's totally de same person..dunno how to answer this..

20.people you're gonna tag:
don feel like tagging ppl la..lazy..hehe

2nd week of holiday

2009-06-09T22:38:00.002+08:00

7th day without her..

2nd week of the holidays..
somehow got more boring..
getting sicker and sicker..
not physically but mentally..
not much to write also..
today went hang kai with chee enn and vivian..
yong lin and wei jing too..
the 3 girls are super childish weyh..
they were like really little kids..
make me laugh like dunno wad..
shit also can laugh out..
then when chee enn talk to his father..
really salute 99..
of cuz cannot tell how they say la..
go tuition with chee enn and vivian..
got for sejarah only..
den suddenly cheng nam sms me..
u comin arh? teacher come liao lo..
and i was like..what the hell..
today got tuition meh?
sei lo..i juz break my promise..really sorry le..
now's 2330 hours..
listening halo-beyonce and boom boom pow-black eyes peas..
juz enjoy when they sing..
nite guys..
2moro have to wake up early again..

-zkang-

its another boring day

2009-06-08T23:11:00.002+08:00

day 6 without her..

yesterday the camp juz ended..
bloody tired and this morning 1100 only wake up..haha
dreamt of her the whole nite..
how i hope i wont wake up..
but that's juz dream..
i wan the real her..
whole day was like so boring..
the weather was so chaos..
this kinda weather nvr ends huh?
i bet australia was chilly and cooling..
the earth is sick now..
i really hope everyone on this earth will do their own part in saving it..
if not..everyone will die..
can we imagine wad could it be?
no more wild animals..
no more plants..
no more humans..
no more living organisms..
how can earth be?
a freaking deserted place..
from the prettiest planet in our galaxy to a deserted planet..
no one hope for that ryte?
i juz realised i only ate 1 meal..
and i'm still bloody full..
not so bloody la..but still full..
camp should be getting ppl slim down..
but clds juz made me fatter..
they were forcing us to eat eat eat and eat..
causing me to get fatter..i increased 1 kg after i come bak..
how sad..have to exercise more..
and vivian said thin ppl are so not handsome..
izit? who noes and who cares?
its midnight now..
my eyes started to sore again..
nite guys..

today's moon was pretty..
although it's not a full moon..
it's still visible and bright..
it will be same in australia too..
it will be 0200 in australia now..
is she still fine now?
i wonder how's she?
she must be fine..
and i will be too..as i promised..
nite everyone..especially u baby..
muacksssss....

-zkang-

clds 2009

2009-06-07T21:14:00.002+08:00

5th June-7th June 2009..
cadet learning development seminar 2009 was held in MBSSKL..
i wondered y our skul?
i wrote this in da camp..

day 1 in clds..
day 3 without her..
i arrived in skul bout 0715 hours..
i could already c many st. john's members coming..
getting more and more..
and i was wondering how many could it be?
50?
75?
or maybe 100?
many new faces..most of them were nervous..
but some who had come b4..
were playin a fool around..ppl like me..
so the registration starts at forgot..XD
ok..there's 104 members..
10 squads..and i was in squad 1..same with sbu punya carmen, cheng kuan..pess punya vivian, and sji punya choon liang..
others all dunno liao..
then divided into 3 dorms for male members..
and bloody hell i was the dorm leader for dorm 3..
fine..nvm lo..juz do my best lo..
10 ppl in my group..
so freaking stupid man..
i'm the oldest leh..cuz no one is elder than me..=.=
all after 3rd of may..
it was ok at 1st..
many lectures..
some boring some interesting..
some sleepy some energetic..
1st day ma..excited ma..most of them also quite semangat geh..
then we proceed to lunch lo..
then the stupid chee enn and vivian started talking bout her..gek sei..
during lunch..we chose the contigen leader..
2 nominated corporals from 20 of them were voted by all the corporals including me..
tiong hean was the contigen leader..and kean loong assistant..
after lunch..2 lectures again..and the hall was bloody hot..
some more after lunch..
many of us were very very sleepy..
includng me..of cuz i dint sleep..
after that..we had foot drill lead by mr chang chee kok..
this section..i had been waiting for long..
cuz i juz love foor drill..for no reason..
cuz of his teaching?
cuz it's interesting?
no idea at all..
the whole section was very very strict..
100% strict during this section..
we wasted about 30 minutes juz to get the reporting done..
it was torturing and tired..
drunk with fatigue..
corporals were asked to shout commands from this end of the field to another end of the field..
can u imagine how tough it can be..
plus..the bloody blazing scorching sun was killing us..
but we really did learn many many things..
discipline was emphasised again and again..
we were trained to be disciplined good leader..
bla bla bla..who blardy cares??
after foot drill..
i soon realized that she'd made a better choice..
to be in a cooler place than this crazy raging place..
if she's in this camp..
she'll be suffering too ryte?
izit? i wondered..i supposed..i doubt..
after foot drill we had washup and i had only exactly 1 minute to bath..
which i could only manage to shower myself without soap or shampoo..
juz plain water..but it's refreshing enough..
but only 15 minutes after bathing..
everyone started to sweat again..no point bathing huh?
dinner was ok..but many complaint stomach problems..
they got diarrhea..stomachache..and some vomitted..
their problem or the food's problem?
no one knows..
after that we had performance from every group..
and the stupid choon liang acted so sissyly..
he was like total gay and pondan..beh tahan "her" la..
salute "her" 99..
everyone gave a nickname.."sissy" to him..
it was freaking funny..
even i couldn't imagine it..nothing much after that..
slept at 0045 hours..
i lied on the floor..
on my sleeping bag..
i knew i was very tired..
i juz couldn't sleep?
i dunno y..maybe bcoz i'm thinking of her?
or i'm anxious of 2moro's activities?
i could only do 1 thing..lok to the moon and hope she's looking too..
now's 0100 hours..i noe i'm sleepy and tired..
the moon's bright..i missed her..wonder how's she..

2nd day of clds..
4th day without her..
woke up at 0610 hours..
woke everyone up..
had a morning exercise at about 0720 hours..
nothing much la..
breakfast also nothing much la..
more ppl complaining stomach problem..
after breakfast was so bloody hell..
3 lectures in a row u noe?
it was like OMG..
everyone was so tired la..
wanna sleep but couldn't..
when 1200 hours..team building games..
nothing much also..
quite fun la..quite..
den had lunch..more complaints..
yeah..after lunch was foot drill again..
now all corporals should teach their own group drills..
many ppl not clear also must make them until they clear..
i teach them until my throat totally dry up..
i juz did the talking..
so many changes..so many corrections..so much difference..
i think the sir was so annoyed with us..
cuz we kept busying him..
asking him how to giv this command..
how should they do..haha..kesian him also..^^
this session..really tiring..
everyone of us i believed..will always remember mr. chang's 3 same words..
DISCIPLINE! DISPLINE AND DISCIPLINE!!!
he's really really patient on us..
really salute him and praise him..
he's one of the best..
who blardy care??
after foot drill we had washup..
this time..my bathing time was 2 minute..
cuz fire drill was called up suddenly..
blardy hell..i was juz wearing my pants only..
some were better..
only towel covering..so brave la they all..
salute? totally..
then dinner was ok too..
now more ppl getting sick..many went ill..
1 went home..
luckily she's not here..if not wad if she got illness?
i don dare to take up the risk..
at least she's safe there..i guess..
after dinner got lectures again..
really felt like sleeping..
but thx to chee enn and vivian..no need sleep already lo..
they're so noisy..keep on gossipping around..=.=
sometimes talk bout me la..sometimes talk bout leng zai la..
and they say 2 ppl leng zai oo..
kean loong and cheng ken..2 also from sbu..not fair la..hmph..
i sit beside them they also cannot c..haha..XD
after all those boring things..got games..
we thought we could have fun..but blardy hell..
blardy not fun at all..
we got so much pumping..cuz we suck..izit?
we got to sleep about 0115 hours..
and this time..it's the same..
i knew i'm blardy tired..i juz couldn't get myself to sleep..
wondering 2moro's closing ceremony?
or worrying bout her?
i dunno..
i look at the moon again..and can only think of 1 thing..
i missed her..

day 3 of clds..
day 5 without her..
this morning..all of us couldn't wake up..
i mean..all of the male members couldn't..
not a single 1..so fish..need the female members to wake us up..
haha thx to vivian's loud voice..we manage to wake up..
if not all kena pump again lo..
so we tak sempat to brush teeth..so uncomfortable..
blek..breakfast was so sucky..
den got our last lecture..about proficiency course..
and we got to noe all members who took casualty simulation..
pass liao lo^^happy..1 more badge..
foot drill was next..mr ooi yong yong was so fierce..>.<
nothing much..games was not fun too..
sien sien de..lunch was so in a hurry..
all have to hurry to clean up the whole skul compound..
pack our things..
"enjoy ur last meal.."^^haha..
closing ceremony was so funny la..
this year's clds..most famous phrase..
"nothing's doin" *with indian slang* *including turning ur head*
kean loong and someone were famous liao lo..
the whole contigen now noe they are..................
haha..the sir also purposely let them.......................hahaXD
ended at about 1745..

got home about 1900..
very tired now..
i juz feel like sleeping now..
eye blardy pain ahh..
juz cant stop thinking bout her now..
damn it..
i love u..

-zkang-

2nd day

2009-06-04T21:42:00.002+08:00

2nd day
without her..

its almost 2200 here..
and 0000 hours there..
it's the 2nd day she went there..
and i'm missing her more and more..
2moro i'll be goin to clds camp lo..
a camp where she wanna be there..
a camp where she hope to be there..
a camp where i wan her to be there..
but now she's in a better place..at least..
i wont be writing and update my blog for the next 3 days..
not till sunday..
not excited at all..usually i would be exited for any camp..
but this..dunno la..
but i promised her i had to go..
i'll juz have to imagine she's there..
waiting for me..or she's late for this camp..
tonight is a beautiful nite..
she told me..we're actually sharing something..
which is the moon..
we're looking at the same moon..
looking at the moon is like looking to u baby..
it linked us together..it's like so near..
it's so bright..although it's not full moon..
but it's pretty..
hope u're looking at it too..
i love u..
continue having fun in that cold place..
i miss u..miss me too ya..

-zkang-

being a cat is tough

2009-06-04T21:24:00.003+08:00

being a cat is tough u noe?
wanna c how they suffer?
let's c..

they had to look after our houses

they have to be a spy too..
learning tricks..XD
learning martial arts..
have to learn music and stuffs..
they still have to learn to cook..
playin with rubber bands..i think..
on9 to be updated..
even repairing computer parts..
they still have to drive for their owner..

c wad i mean?
they had a pretty hard life..
i wonder how they survive..
hope u have enjoy these pictures i found..^^

cool stuff

2009-06-04T20:50:00.007+08:00

look at this cool thing..

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cool huh...
C-H-A-I-R..to make a chair..
so freaking cool!!!

tired la

2009-06-03T21:56:00.002+08:00

aiyo..
juz come bak from tuition..
from 1430 hours till 2000 hours..
wthell man..
so tired and eye pain leh..
luckily those teachers noe how to crack jokes..
if not..i'm soundly asleep there..
chee enn came also oo..
but for the last period..
chee enn..
don feel so sad la..
go through this..
nothing is impossible de..
u can do it de..i still support u geh..
after tuition thought of watching a movie..
but..god don wan us to watch..
so..no choice lo..ticket also cannot buy..
my sister was like..
"yerh..bluff me wan.."
showing her not happy face as usual..
as we walk away..
rushed home..
cuz someone asked me to on9..
so i did..
she's still on9 now^^
gtg ppl..
bye...

-zkang-

she's gone

2009-06-03T08:36:00.002+08:00

day 1
without her..

now she's officially gone..
yesterday was a prank..
she onto a 9 o'clock flight..
come on guys and girls..
lets pray that she'll be fine there..
pray that she'll miss us everyday..
pray she'll have fun over there..
pray she'll be freaking happy there..
australia will be a fun place..
full of surprises and excited..
will make a lot of new frenssss...ryte?
20 days only ma..
very fast de..
u're not goin for ns also..
not 20 months also..
not 20 years also..
20 days only ma..very fast de lo..
i heard the night view there is pretty..
hope u'll c it there..
don forget us ya..
must MUST..
have fun there..
i love u baby..
i'm ok here..
and always will be..
the darling u noe is that weak de meh?

-zkang-

Tagged by Sandwahh

2009-06-02T23:22:00.003+08:00

Rules: It's harder than it looks! Copy to your own note, erase my answer, enter yours, and tag twenty people. Use the first letter of you name to answer each of the following questions. They have to be real... nothing made up! If the person before you had the same first initial, you must use different answers, you cannot use any word twice and you can't use your name for the boy/ girl name question.

1. What is you name : Nicklaus Lim
2. A four Letter Word : Nerd
3. A boy's Name : Nicholas
4. A girl's Name : Nicole
5. An occupation : no job
6. A color : nice pink
7. Something you'll wear : nothing
8. A food : nasi lemak
9. A place : nigeria..perhaps?
10. A reason for being late : no bus come
11. Something you'd shout : none of ur business..
12. A movie title : night in the museum XD
13. Something you drink : nice cold drink
14. A musical group : nigahiga..is that a musical group? they sing sometimes..haha
15. An animal : newt
16. A street name : nortingham street
17. A type of car : nissan
18. The title of a song : no air^^

i'm a fool

2009-06-02T22:32:00.003+08:00

one of the largest prank that had happened on me..
i'm such a fool man..
someone pls tell me y am i so stupid..
ja!!!!
for 1 second i thought u had gone..
for another second..
i saw u appearing in front of my eye..
do u noe how i feel?
freaking shocked..
and happy at the same time..
at least u can spend another few hours with me b4 u go..
i thought i'm gonna go through this alone..
but u came..
i'm juz so glad..^^
but u're goin there 2moro..
a few more hours left..
minus sleeping time..
wow dejavu..
i juz said that yesterday..
u still have to have fun there..
bring my love with u there..
don forget to remember me..
don forget to miss me ok??^^
i love ya..

-zkang-

lonely and passionless

2009-06-02T14:30:00.002+08:00

day 1
without her..
she's gone to australia..
for 15 days..
have fun there ya..

its the 4th day of holiday..
nothing actually changed..
except she's gone..
my routine of my life is still almost de same..
facing computer..
most of the time..
trying to slim down..
cuz i grown fat..
only i noe..
wad else can i do this holiday?
i wanted this holiday very much when i have to go to skul everyday..
wake up every 5 o'clock..
but now..
i juz wished skul re-opens soon..
cuz it's lonely now..
queit and boring..

Lonely im so lonely,
I have nobody,
To call my owwnnn
Im so lonely, im mr. Lonely
I have nobody,
To call my owwnnn
Im so lonely,

bye guys..
got to go tuition le la..
bye bye..

-zkang-

few hours left

2009-06-01T22:23:00.002+08:00

in few hours..
u'll be gone..
i'm juz acting like a fool..
i'm being very childish here..
u're goin there for a vacation..
and not for a war or to suffer..
y am i holding u on?
y am i making u feeling so sad?
y am i getting u through this?
i'm juz being too selfish..
i shouldn't be like that..
ryte?
i should be happy for u..
cuz u're goin there to enjoy..
to have fun..
to feel free in other country..
to explore..
i should stop my nonsence..
giving u freedom..
have fun there baby..
i'll still miss u here..
i'll still love u more and more here..
don worry bout me..
i love u baby..
have fun and enjoy there..
muacksss..

-zkang-

sienzzzzzzzz

2009-05-31T12:16:00.002+08:00

sorry for not blogging for a week..
cuz busy exams and studying..
so..sorry readers..
after 3 weeks of exams..
finally felt relieved and relax..
but i can say i screwed up the whole exam..
cuz dint go to skul for 2 days ma..
no more placing in class..
haha..who cares la..
like that only wont get sad if get suck result ma..^^
finally holiday liao lo..
wish every student in this country..
happy holiday..
enjoy in this holiday^^

but wait..
wad am i gonna do throughout this holiday??
she's not gonna be with me..
so it's like......dunno la..
haih..how i hope i can be with her..
must be very very sien..
boring..
deadening..
irksome of playin comp..
fine la..
i think 2 weeks i still can survive..
i think..

i'm still gonna blog..
i think..
i still will post funny things for everyone..
i think..
i still will have fun here..
i wonder..
i still can be happy..
i doubt..
i will miss her like hell..
i know..
definitely..

chat with zun zen and c wad she told me..
<<...xX_*♪* - {Zun Zen} - *♪*_Xx..>> I ♥♪ says:
-fat??
-u're fat
<<...xX_*♪* - {Zun Zen} - *♪*_Xx..>> I ♥♪ says:
-fatter than a cow
-fatter than a sumo

i'm fat..c i said i'm fat.
i'm not thin at all..
haha..

gtg church lo...
bye guys..

i love u like dunno wad la..
muacksssss..

-zkang-

Course Exam

2009-05-24T22:41:00.002+08:00

Yo Yo!!
today got casualty sim. exam oo..
got to hq by 1250 i think..
there's no one there..
cuz i'm quite early..
den i got to noe krisk and brian arrived..
then i went to find them but i saw jun bin coming..
so i waited for him and go find them..
then krisk brian and i went to carrefour without jun bin..
go there play of cuz..
play with things over there..
how i wish that i could juz break everything inside without playing^^
haha..XD
then i bought the wedges..cheap cheap de..
which i thought was already expired..
cuz impossible to be that cheap..
then when i eat it only i noe y t's cheap..
it's cold, not tasty and it taste weird..
the exam started at 1400 hours..
after Mr Wang's briefing..
we had 30 minutes to do 15 objective questions..
and we are required to do 1 injury..
and i got closed fracture on the femur..
which i dunno wad to do if it's a closed fracture..
i would rather do a open fracture..
jun bin's was easy..
and he did it almost perfectly..
even the judge had no comments but to say VERY GOOD..
when i do it..
i knew it's not good but jun bin said it's fine..
then the judge say..
ok ok la..juz..................which i forgot..
jun bin if i fail it's all ur fault!!!
the exam is so fast..
i got home bout 5..
and slept till 6 something..cuz i was too tired..

haih..2moro still got exams..
physics and maths..
chemistry is coming..
still studying physics..
memorizing formula..
but it don come into my mind..
stupid head..
small memory in my brain..
i think it's only 64 kb..
=.=

-zkang-

boring weekend..

2009-05-24T00:19:00.002+08:00

after about 2 weeks of exams..
now still have to tahan another week for the subsequent papers..
having chem, physics and maths next week..
die lo..sure die de..
there was one day..
it was the english paper..
i had extra time and i did a extra paper..
and some one asked me to post it up..
ok lo..^^
the title was (finish the story with "...some things never change")
here goes..

It was a beautiful night, the stars was blinking in the eyes of millions on earth..
howl of the wolves could be heard and the silver lining in the cloud could be seen..
i was in a 7 days camp, and she was just sitting beside me..
i asked her whether she's fine and how does she feel..
i was not that close to her when i know her in the camp..
in fact i thought she was a year older than me, but soon only i realized she's actually same age with me..
we soon got better after the camp and we could share our minds and thoughts..
i treated her as my very best fren, or my very own sister..
i had never noe that she'll like me..
in fact i'm shocked, and how amazed i am to noe this unbelievable truth..
i actually denied her, and hesitated for a month or so, and it took me that a month so accept her..
don ask me y, cuz i juz heard my heart calling, "she's the right girl.."

she is the most wonderful girl on earth and always will be..
i felt exceedingly happy when i'm with her..
and 1 thing i noe, i had never made the wrong decision..
we went through hard times, spend our sweet moments..
and after 5 years of long relationship, our love never did changed..
i would do anything to make her happy and to see her smile..
there was a night..the moon was shining brightly..
and the sky was starry, the lake was as beautiful as her..
i ask her out, brought her to this beautiful lake..
and look at the picturesque scene..
she lied her head on my shoulder and my arm around her waist..
i took out a small box, showed it to her..
the moment i showed it to her, i knew she'll be shocked and happy too..
and she did, she was so shocked that she did not know wad to say..
she hugged me tight and did not wanna let go..asking me wad should she say..
"just say yes.." i said, kissing her on the forehead..
we both lied down on the grassy field, and slept till the next morning..

silence was broken down when she finally said yes in the morning..
it took her long enough to say this simple 3 letter word..
we are the most happiest couple and would live a felicitous life..
we registered ourselves and got married in a church named St. Methodist
(i dunno y i got this name, but this church is the 1st that appear in my mind that time..)
the pastor preached, and both of us agreed on marrying each other..
by saying "I do", that moment, there's no one around us..
it's just 2 of us, we kissed, and i stuffed my ring on her finger..
i could hear people cheering, soaring and jollying along..
is was the best day ever..

we still loved each other after we got married for many years..
we had 2 boys and 1 girl after 10 years..
we nvr had a fight, not even a single argument..
we understand each other, we noe each other very well..
and we learnt to forgive each other..and we love each other more and more..
although she suffered from leukimia and died on the age of 76..
i still love her..as much as i 1st started my relationship with her..
i missed her very much that is for sure..
my love towards her, and hers to mine are
SOME THINGS NEVER CHANGE

juz ignore my bad grammar cuz i did this in 15 mintues i think..
i'm too boring that time..
teacher don let me sleep..
so i used up that time to do this..
sorry if it suck..
and it's so late now..
i'm sorry baby..i shouldn't had play so long..
i hope u'll be fine soon..
i love u baby..muackssss~~~
and good nite readers..

-zkang-

manu won the 3 titles in a row^^

2009-05-19T22:58:00.002+08:00

MANU!!
glory to Manchester United and every player there..
they've been playin so well
they deserved the champion..
long live red devils..

exams 2moro againT.T

2009-05-17T21:47:00.002+08:00

wad test will i have 2moro??
bm1 and bm2..
the most important subject of all..
but the most useless subject of all..
haih..but if i fail bm..
i fail everything..
so no choice lo..
had to do better in bm so that wont get last lo...
2 weeks home alone..
how am i gonna survive here...
i'm dead..
either starve to death..
or play till death..
haih..sleepy la..
nite guys..love u guys..
especially u baby..

-zkang-

something interesting..

2009-05-15T21:31:00.007+08:00

hey i found something interesting again..
do u ever wonder girl's pose when they took picture..
lets compare..

u c wad i mean now??
hope u will enjoy it..^^

-zkang-

sick..still sick..getting worse..

2009-05-15T21:05:00.002+08:00

argh!!!
sick until cant walk properly ahh..
missed skul today again..
shit..all f my exams gone..
if cannot do replacement then i die shit..
seriously die shit..
hope can get replacement la..
oh my god..wad if cannot..
don think so much la...
2moro still got bio paper 3..
and 2moro i have to go to skul..
my emcee is only valid till today..
so 2moro whether i'm sick anot..
i have to go..
having el 2moro..
and also est..not forgetting BIO PAPER 3..
i studied for like so long but nothing is coming..
NOTHING IS COMIN..
haih..my head hurts la..
i hope someone would comfort me..
i dunno how am i gonna sit for 2moro's exams..
sure die shit..if not sure fail 99..
someone pls pray for me..
so that i'll recover soon enough to sit for my exams..
i don wanna get last in class..
gtg readers..
still need to study for my bio..
god pls help me..
baby help me too..
*cough cough*
T.T

-zkang-

sick sick sick~~~

2009-05-14T21:56:00.003+08:00

haih..felt very very sick..
woke up in the morning..
but really cant walk properly..
haih..missed skul..
went to doctor this morning..
got an emcee for 2 days rest..
still wondering whether should i go 2moro anot..
cuz still got exams de leh..
but i scare i'll faint during exams leh..
shit..2moro only decide la...
hope i'll not have sick la..
the whole day was so bring that i studied for more than 5 hours..
which is very a miracle..
then sick of studying..
i went surfing the net..and i found something very funny...
lets have a look....

look at the shirt on top..
then when u fold it..
it became this..
cool huh??
i wanna buy this cool chirt weyh..

gtg..feeling very dizzy now..
nite guys..and of cuz girls too..
i love u baby..

-zkang-

My Life^^

2009-05-13T22:09:00.016+08:00

To start of my story..i had to start off with my mom 1st..

this is my mom..she loves tiger..we cal her the "tiger lady"

this is my father..he LOVES to fish..>.<

there's once my father went for body checkup..and found out......i was born after my father got examined..bcoz i'm juz too
cute..i hold a lot of commercials..^^

i'm very popular since i'm very small..
when i go to skul..this always happen..

maybe it's bcoz of my super talent..

of cuz after a while..my kissing skill got better and better..

every girl i kiss will love it so much..

come and c my super headbutt..this is my evidence..

actually i trained since i'm young..

not just physically trained..i'm trained mentally too..

and bcoz i trained too much..my homeworks suck..

my maths when i'm form 4..

i cant actually understand college maths..

so i asked m best friend to copy during exams..

when i'm adult..i became more talentful..*look at the shadow*

went to many competitions..but i lost..

i invented many new things too..i invented super pesticide..
*oops..i killed SPIDERman*

i also invented super breasts enlargement..

i helped in farming industry u noe??

i became so rich that i use my $$ to wipe of my ass..

bcoz i'm so rich and young and talented..i got many
unusual gifts..

my "pak to" progress is very very simple..

she always let me show my "male-ness"

this is a picture of us..having fun..

so we got married..
i had very happy life..

eventually she grew fatter..and fatter..

but i still love her..

still..i love her..

i..still...love........................*gasping for air*>.<

she's now showing her power now..goin on top of me..

her deadliest weapon..u don wanna get this..
*ouch!!!*

she's a very cute girl b4..

but she gone wild nowadays..

although i obeyed the 10 rules to our wives..

she betrayed me..=(

this is the evidence..

another evidence..

of cuz i couldn't stand it and eventually
broke up with her..and divorced..
i couldn't stop smoking..

i even started with beer and alcohol..

too much of those may cause this problem..
*look at the picture*>.<

whenever i'm desperate..i can only watch in a art centre..

and i'm always lack of luck..
*look at the numbers*

even i'm wearing red underpants..i'm not that lucky..

eventually i face banckrupcy..

so..i started selling hotdogs..

but many dog lovers opposed me..so i became a taxi driver..

but accidents do occur..

had no choice, i began catching ppl for hostage..

but the owner does not wanna give money..
she wanna find herself..

i became a sniper too..

i was appointed to kill them..
i dunno i would cause so much trouble..

i even did before the wolf of internet..

finally i went to rob the bank..

but unfortunately i was caught..after comin out of jail..i became a cleaner..

but bcoz i'm blacklisted..i can only beg now..

after reading my sad sad story..
don sympathised me yet..
don get shocked when u c this dog and i..
just spare us some $$ will do

^^

St John's Course: Casualty Simulation

2009-05-10T21:51:00.002+08:00

Course: Casualty Simulation
Time: 0900-1700 hours
Date: 9-10 May 2009
Venue: National HQ
Speaker: Mr Lee Wing Kwong
Purpose: how i noe..crazy meh?

casualty simulation was held on saturday and sunday..
i went there..
together with jun bin, brian and kriskkumar..
we were required to bring so much things there..
crazy de..some more say provide things for us..
we were thought the basics in the beginning..
then we were required to cook blood..
raw red blood paste..
raw black blood paste..
clot blood..
blood number 1 with detergent and without detergent..
but that should be cooked at home..
but i no need to cook lo...thx to chee enn
help me cook looooo...
den still have to get the vaseline..
yer..freaking oily..
after everything was made..its already 1630 hours..
so we spent the 1st whole day to do blood..
and it was like so bloody BLOODY..
my hand was red..
throughout the whole hand..
then 2nd day..
reached there bout 0900 hours..
den everyone was wearing so casual..
many aunties and uncles..
go pasar ah everyone??
today we got to learn making wounds and cut..
2day its even more bloodier..
at 1st we learnt cut..
den mine was so fake..
other's was quite real..
and bloody too..
after that was punctured wound..
den jun bin's shirt had a hole on the left chest..
result of got cut by sir..
den sir made a punctured wound there..
and he played with his nipple..
gay fellow..yuck!!
the wound was completed after not even 5 minutes..
it was so real..and bloody ofc..
den we tried to do..
stupid jun bin forced me to take off my shirt..
so he can do a punctured wound on my chest..
stupid la him..
the wound he made was quite real..
but when he pour blood...
he poured so bloody much..
the blood flow to my pants..
my whole body was so bloody..
and my pants was bloody too..
it was like i'm having period too..>.<
den den den..i made voon kei's shirt bloody too..
i accidentally dropped my blood onto her chair..
and eventually make her shirt dirty..
so sorry so sorry la...>.<
den we made so many wounds..
even open fracture..
using chicken bone as our broken bone..
eww..so bloody sucky..
increasing my appetite to eat..
cuz there's so much blood..
felt very super duper hungry and wanna feel up my tummy..
had lunch nearby..with brian and krisk..
but not with jun bin cuz he went somewhere with someone..for luch together..
we went bak bout bout 1330 hours..
and continued to do burning wound..
den more wound..
make until my body..leg and even hands were so bloody..
so reddish..
it's like getting involved in a war..
killing so many ppl..
but ppl i kill should be killed..
they sinned..they deserved it..
o wthell..wthell am i talking now??
finished about 1430 hours..
den cleanup session was so long until 1600 hours something..
we mopped the floor for like 1 our only managed to make it white..
b4 that was pure red..
went home bout 1700 hours..
missed church again..=.=
haih..next and the following week will not be goin cuz no transport..
haih..

very tired oo..
my throat pain like dunno wad..
headache again..
god save me..
baby save me..

baby i miss u bloody much..
i wanna hug u right now la..
muacksssssss!!!

-zkang-

Chelsea 1-1 Barcelona

2009-05-07T22:12:00.003+08:00

Manchester United won and got themselves into the FINAL..
who will be fighting Manchester United in the final..
izit Chelsea..or will it be Barcelona..
the match was played this morning..
and the score was..1-1..
Barcelona got into the FINALS!!
they got to fight against Manchester United..
they won Chelsea cuz they got an away goal more than Chelsea..
now..it's either Manutd or Barca..
to win the cup..

who will i support..Ronaldo!! bring Manu and win the cup!!

of cuz Manutd la..
glory glory to the team..
Manchester United!!

crazy class

2009-05-06T22:21:00.002+08:00

i woke up about 5.15 today..
then my brother went down to check for manu's result against arsenal..
and when i got down..
he told me manu lost 1-3..so i was like
"expected lo..they're playin oo many games.."
so i went to turn on my computer to check the highlights..
and damn it..my brother lied to me..
actually manu won 3-1..=.=
i thought they really lost..
park ji sung..scored the 1st goal..
and ronaldo scored the 2nd and 3rd goal..
the 2nd goal was fantastic..a long range free kick..
super far away..1 shot..boom..
the next sec..its a goal!!
but sadly..fletcher got red card in the end..
arsenal got their penalty and scored..
if not manu would have maintain clean sheet agaisnt arsenal lo..
nvm la..wad it really matters is manu won and got themselves tickets to the finals..
against either chelsea or barcelona which the match will be kicking off 2moro early morning..
i wan barcelona to win..cuz i wan them to fight manu..
dun ask me y..cuz i also dunno..

so i reached skul bout 7..and many students are talking about manu and arsenal..
so the arsenal fans were obviously sad and moody..
and the most talkative ones were the manu fans..
they cant stop talking..how they score..
how they play the match..bla bla bla..
so hard to control them la..
when chapel class..i went to church as there's no chapel duty..
they were talking about manu also..boasting themselves..
telling ppl that they were the one who taught them how to play..
funny guys huh?
the speaker talked about onlining..
then only i realised how dangerous it is..
the net may be..u may be the next target..
better be careful..

during bio period..we learn mitosis and meiosis..
and shockingly i'm listening to the lesson..1st time leh..
but the result is still the same..i'll nvr understand..
stupid ppl is like that de la..
then it was add maths..
she's talking crap again..
which we don feel like listening..
we did her exercises and ignored her..
after recess..
should be english period..
i saw her b4 skul but somehow she did not come into our class..
maybe she had her own business..
and yeah..its mr lee who took over her class..
haha..this period was the best..
we laugh almost the whole class..
he juz come into the class..

"class stand..diri tegak.."
the whole class went soaring and cheering..
and he went checking the whole class who did not tuck in their shirt..
and if he found out some student who had a little bit of coming out..
and he would say.."masih ada daging keluar.."
=.=" really swt la...its flesh ok? not daging..
and kum zhun was called out for not tucking his shirt..
damn funny weyh..he made weng hong and him pumping..
some more its juz 3 times..
for not tucking in the shirt..
and ask wanna have a training of tucking in shirt anot?
since they dunno how..
and tell them the training will go like that..
ask them to walk the class 1 round..if the shirt come out..tuck in..
repeat it for 20 times..
haha..crazy de..
but his add maths and physics damn geng la..hope he could teach us..
but unfortunately..he only teaches form sixes..
that when his class nearly end..
he gave comments on ppl who dint tuck in their shirt..
he said..
"nowadays..u all wanna show ur lubang(tali pusat)"
and everyone went laughing..
then he said..
"if u go sungei wang..u sit at the excelator..u can c banyak lubang"
and the class went even crazier..
laughter burst from everyone..especially me..
cant stop..sir..hamsap la u..unlike us..4k student
pure and clean..
waited the skul to end..den i went to dc duty..
after that went to tuition until 2000 hours..
reached home bout 2045..took my dinner..
and did my homework..

my headaches are coming again..
trying very hard to stand the pain..
hope u're here..

i'm sorry baby..
i noe i'm suck an idiot..
i realy love u..
i cant afford to lose u..
u noe it..

-zkang-

4th May 2009

2009-05-04T22:49:00.008+08:00

4th May 2009

.Mingren's 16th Birthday.

Happy Birthday.

Best Wishes to U

May the Peace, Joy, Luck, Cheer, Wisdom n Love be part of ur life.

Lets fulfill some of ur wishes here.^^

A+ in every single exam paper.

Part of Manchester united

'Hot Chicks' XD

Once again,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!

And MU will WIN the coming match against Arsenal!!!=]

-Dex-

headache..non stop..

2009-05-04T21:42:00.002+08:00

i woke up abit late today..
and when i checked my phone..
i saw a msg from someone at 4 something..
dammit..she's staying so late to study..
i seriously wonder how is she gonna tolerate the whole day??
if she get sick how??
get sick cant go to skul how??
cant go to skul cant learn how??
it's the same ryte??
juz worried bout u ok?

i reached skl bout 0645..
and i couldn't help but to rest my eyes..
and sleep..
i dunno y..i'm so tired and headaches non stop..
wad made it worse was..
i nearly fainted so many times..
i'm so weak..=.="
so yea..started duty around 0710..
its the same like normal days..
but the last day with my probate..
don miss me ya..haha..

during assembly..
the assembly lasted so long..
it took about 45 minutes i think..or more..
so many things had to be done..
prize giving la..
teacher's addresses la..
advices la..
interact club installation la..
and such..so hard to maintain a quiet assembly..
if students make noise..
who will be blamed? us..the prefects..
i seriously tired of this weyh..

nothing special happened in class today..
we got scolding from our class teacher..
who complaint our class did not behave..
nor keeping quiet most of the time..
she gave us comments and talked to us..
la~~ la~~ la~~ for 10 minutes..
of gosh..i felt like fainting every period..
will i survived to whole day?
during add maths..our maths teacher taught us logs..
nothing much la..got to learn new things..
after that was moral..
nothing happened too..
cuz i was too sleepy and was not paying attention..
i waited until recess..and off i go..
i took over oscar's duty cuz he's not around..
he's gone to a debate competition i think..
which i don think he went there for debating..
he went there to lose..haha..joking..
yeah..maths teacher dint come..
2 periods relieve..
i'm so regretful for not resting for the 1st period..
i dunno how come i'm studying chemistry..
and doin maths..since when i became so..
so..wad do u call that? so initiative?
then another teacher took over the 2nd period relieve..
she disallowed us to sleep..
and wanted everyone to take out a book to read or do revisions..
and i was studying chemistry..still..weird..
den suddenly she gave so many freaking comments on our class cleanliness..
say this la that la..
wad surprised us was..she asked us chase a bat out of the class..
jay yang took the mop stick..and halau the bat..
it did work..the bat flew away..
but wad direction it flew to?
it flew to the another end of the class..
which freak many students out..
and i'm still studying chemistry..
after that was bi..
nothing happened too..cuz i'm so freaking dizzy..
after skul should be chinese class..
but teacher did not come..so yeah..skipped..
i went to st john room to rest..
and brian cheng nam ans teh jun bin were talking so much nonsence..
giving so many stupid comments about girls that came to our skul for basketball competition..
and cheng nam made this theory..
boys nowadays..find girls bigger size than them..
to searched protection..and he gave examples..
and i really felt like pouring the whole dettol solution onto him..
but i juz lack of energy i guess..

after 15 mintues of rest..
i got to rush for prefects board meeting..
which will probably last for more than 3 hours..
they talked..
and talked..
and kept talking..
some mumbled..
some whispered..
some giving examples..
until 1800 hours i think..
everyone was like so freaking tired..
and hungry..starving..including me..
i waited for tun kai cuz i needed him to fetch me home..
but then only i acknowledged the he went home already..
so no choice la..i took lrt..
and i waited for freaking 1 hour in the lrt station for my bus to come..
wthell..
haih..maybe it's juz now my day..
bad bad day..or maybe i'm lacking of luck..
don care la..as long i have u..

i'm so worried bout u..
cant stop thinking of u..
i love u baby..

-zkang-

happy bday mingren

2009-05-04T21:34:00.002+08:00

mingren's bday is today..
1 day after mine..
wad to say about him..
he's good in football..
likes to sleep in class..
always blur..
VERY handsome..
stupid guy who always talk bout dota..
like to syok sendiri..
yada yada..
many other things la..
juz wanna wish u happy birthday..
may all wish come true..^^

3rd may

2009-05-03T20:49:00.002+08:00

sorry for not blogging for so long..
quite busy lately after the choir competition..
and i went bak to hometown for few days..
so ya..soweee..

today is the day after beckham's bday..
i'm not joking..it's the fact...beckham's was yesterday..
2moro's mingren's bday..
then someone must be in the center ryte?
2day's my bday oo..
haha..so syok sendiri..XD
i slept like 0200 hours yesterday..
and i woke up 0800 hours this morning..
so i was like so tired..but surprisingly..
no headache at all..
mom brought me to a salon which we nvr been there b4..
to "repair" my hair..
cuz my previous hair suck..very suck..
after 20 minutes of "repairing"..ok la..satisfied la..
but was hoping for better one..
got out from home bout 1315..
and went for karaoke bout 1400..
waited for eugene and chee enn..
then only i realise 2 more person cant come..
anc i booked for 5 persons..
so..haih..pay for their's..
then we met them in leisure mall..
and i got something which i love it very very much..
it's a pair or nike shoes..
and i bet it costs much..
love it so much..thank you..^^

then we went for movie..after 5 minutes of discussing..
we decided to watch MALL COP..
bcoz the wallpaper looks quite funny..
so..ya..
from the beginning of the show till the end of the show..
we laughed so much..
and so often..
quite a good comedy la..
although its quite stupid and quite short..
happy day cuz of someone..
everytime i'm being with her..
it's like heaven..
i felt very comfortable and good..
very WHOAH..

u noe wad..
life's is meaningless without u..
its heaven with u..
and hell without u..
u made me wanna surrender my soul..
u're goin overseas..
and i'm so gonna miss u..
may god grant journey mercy and bless 9 u..
i'll be absolutely fine..
i love u much..
u noe it..

-zkang-

freaking HOT day!!

2009-04-28T21:22:00.002+08:00

i dunno y..somehow i cant wake up this morning..
i slept very early yesterday..
yet..i cant wake up..
in fact i became even more sleepier..
and headaches started to come again..
i missed bus..
had to ask daddy to fetch me again..
reach skul about 7..
wanna sleep but no time..tired~~~
during assembly..there goes the 1st aid quiz..
and when it comes to AVPU..
funny answers came out..
A-Alien
V-vs
P-Predator
U-umum
and the answers should be..
A-alert
V-voice
P-pain
U-unresponsive
and 1 announcement made by the emcee was..
to all 4k and 4c students..pls assemble here at 0800 hours..
we wondered y..
oo...we're goin to vi for career talk..
yeah..can skip class..
no!! skipped pj..
and the weather was like freaking hot!!!
i think i got heat stroke le la..
got bak about 0955 hours..
still got 30 minutes to play..
so we changed..i played for 20 minutes..
cuz i cant bare the super hot sun..
i seriously got heat stroke..
but got better after chemistry period..
cuz i slept for this 2 periods..
i skipped chinese class..
cuz of choir practice lo...
but somehow delayed for 45 minutes..
the chinese class ended la..
choir practice for 2moro's competition until 4 something..
i'm so sad that some of the members had to be disqualified cuz we can only send 35 ppl..
but we had 40..
pity them la..gambateh oo..
and gambateh in our competition 2moro^^
although i noe our chance of wining is very very low..
go there and have fun oo..
tired oo...
wanna sleep..
daddy nagging liao..
bye~~

i'm so glad that i'm yours
and you're mine
i love u..u noe it..

-zkang-

manutd vs totenham hotspurs

2009-04-26T21:57:00.002+08:00

MANCHESTER UNITED..
versus totenham hotspurs..
i did not manage to watch this match..
but there're many goals..
yeah..manu won..^^
manu was 2 goals behind after 1st half..
but they started their crazy attacking throughout the 2nd half..
and guess wad..
they scaore 5 goals against them..^^
manu won 5-2..
now..they're 3 points ahead of liverpool..
and 1 match no played yet..
and there're only 5 matched to go..
manu will definitely win the title again..
glory for manutd..
manu forever..
we love u manu..

-zkang-

state competition..

2009-04-26T20:33:00.002+08:00

saturday and sunday..
our state competition had been held at chong hwa high skul..
throughout this 2 days..
we compete for uniform checking..
foot drill session..
short case and long case..
the six members including out team manager..
went to cheng nam's house on friday..
so that we wont be late on saturday..
on saturday..
nervous like shit..
but after awhile..only i realize i'm the calmest..
cuz cheng nam's hands were like sweating like dunnowad..
i thought i could finish my foot drill successfully without wrong..
but i did a fatal mistake..
that easily lose mark..
i'm so so so sorry guys..

saturday was juz basically foot drill and uniform check..
we got home bout 8..
took our shower..
rested..
and got out at about 2045 hours gua..
deciding wad to eat for our dinner..
reached home bout 2220 hours..
discussing 1st aids..
talking craps..
den went to sleep at 0030 hours..
actually we should have been sleeping since 2200 hours..
cuz we had to wake up at 0500 hours next morning..
but cuz we had to discuss something else..
we did not sleep that early..
we went to bed at 0000 hours..
but cheng nam, brian and yen fang were talking craps that made everyone laugh like shit..
everyone couldn't sleep until they kept quiet..

woke up at about 0500 hours..
i'm feeling dead..
i wanna hug u..
reached skul bout 0700 hours..
feeling sleepy and tired..
they brief us at 0745..
went bak to quarantine..
lead by the "leng lui" steward..
cuz we kept on disturbing out steward..
haha..
we waited so long inside for our turn..
the more we wait..
the more nervous we would be..
cheng nam's hands were like sokaing in water..
wet like dunno wad..
finally it's out turn yeah!!
we did too much of small mistakes..
that made ur lose so many marks..
=.=..sad..
went bak to quarantine after our short case..
shortly after 20 minutes..
we were called for long case..
our steward lead us..
the scene looked quite tough..
but when everyone approached..
they had no serious injuries..=.=
i hope for more serious injuries cuz we were like training for serious cases...
haih..unlucky lo..
i did mistakes again..
i think without me..they can win de lo..
it's all bcoz of me..
sorry guys..really sorry..

got bak and waited freaking 3 hours for lunch..
everyone was starving..
everyone was sleeping..
everyone was swallowing food when assigned for lunch..
everyone was too hungry..
after meal..
the event that everyone was looking forward..
had finally came..
the closing ceremony and of cuz..
prize giving session..
everyone was so excited..
cheng nam was too hiperbola..
his hands seriously need a whole roll of toilet paper..
we were like cracking jokes..
jun bin and chin chooi were sitting together..
she's sitting so behind..
that i had to look back frequently..
to look at her beautiful loving pretty sweey face..
to release my tension..
and here's the result..

nursing cadets..
cochrane won the overall champion for nursing aid over sbu..
and i believe that was a very close call..

and for ambulance cadets..
cochrane owned everything..
they won the foot drill..
short case..
long case..
best leader..
overall champion..
we only manage to win 2nd for long case..
so dulan..
bcoz of all the minor mistakes..
we lost..argh..
next year must own all..!!!

haih don wan talk bout this liao la...
talk also geram..
at least got win something la..
ok ok la..
better than last year lo..

i miss u so much..
looking at ur pretty face can cover all my anxiety..
i love u baby..
muacks~~~

-zkang-

boring la~~

2009-04-24T09:50:00.006+08:00

in skul..
in computer lab..
teacher is still talking..
i'm here..
doin nothing..
writing nonsence to everyone reading..
good morning everyone..
juz being random..
i miss u so much..
i wanna hug u ryte now..
u dint get enough rest..
very worried bout u..
i hope i'm beside of u..

yada yada..
jia wei is day dreaming..
talking bout the same topic the whole day..
MANU forever!!!
yeah!!! manu forever..
rooney carrick giggs ronal...etc...
rule da world..

i love u la baby...
muacks~~~

-zkang-

Exhausted..

2009-04-23T22:06:00.002+08:00

i kept on waking up when i was sleeping this morning..
many times i remembered i looking at my phone..
wad time izit..but all the time..it was b4 5..
so i kinda dint get enough sleep..
today is 23rd April..and my teacher told me..
today there will be a smiling face hanging on the sky again..
from 0500 hours till 0700 hours..
so when i walk out from home..about 0545..
i saw it..but the left eye was gone..
so it was juz a smiling face without a right eye..
its quite funny though..
i slept in the bus..
slept in the lrt..but i did not manage to sleep in class..
cuz we were like studied for the 1st two period..
then puan loh came into our class to train them choral speaking..
for the whole day..
from the 3rd period to 1430 hours..
so those who r not involved can do whatever they want..
so few of them were playin chess..
cheng nam, jue chuan and i were like watching them play..
gossiping bout someone..
playin a fool..
talking nonsence and craps..
whatever we can do we do..
so much time we spent to do nothing..
i could have been studying..
or playin DOTA..
or playin football..
or training for this saturday and sunday's competition..
or maybe for next week's competition..
but doin nothing is so much fun..
everyone should try it..XD
after recess..
i had choir practice..
not too long..juz for about an hour i think..
den we're suppose to continue our practice after skul..1415 to 1600 hours de..
but i had something else to do..so i went there late..
about 1445 hours i reach there..but our kit yee was not there..
waited till 1515 hours..i left..
den..after an hour only i found out she's actualy having an exco meeting..
kesian her..
i was so tired that i dint realise i sleep in the st john room for so long..
i woke up at about 1630 hours..
den boon tek woke me up for training..
shit..training again?? i'm so tired la..
go la...go la..this saturday state comp liao la...
go lo go lo..tired also have to go de la..
trained foot drill..
but we suck..totally suck..
we're not coopearive enough..
had to train more...but we had no time..
it's juz 2 more days to go..
crap~~!!
then weixing trained our 1st aid at 1700..
and we're still sucking..
sucks..we're not up to the standard yet..
+ slow...how to compete this weekend??
i wonder..
don care la..die die la..

damn tired..
i hope there're maybe 48 hours per day..
so that everyone could use 24 hours for rest and games..
more time for love..
more time for everything..but studies..
wanna sleep lo..
goot nite everyone..
hope everyone will have sweet dreams..
god bless everyone..

i miss u so much..
muacks~~

-zkang-

add maths..crazy teacher..speechless

2009-04-22T19:38:00.002+08:00

yeah..today i don have to wake up too early today..
cuz mommy can fetch..
so i wont be taking bus..
but i had to take lrt la..
who cares la..wad matters is no need to wake up early ma..
got skul bout 0650..
feel like sleeping again..
got chapel duty again..
which is ever that boring..
but then tze keat followed me the whole duty time AGAIN..
asking and discussing about the same thing AGAIN..
but then..i think the whole time we were like talking bout someone..
only her..and we did not talk bout someone else..
thx to tze keat..
after that duty..i went to bio lab..
dunno wad we did there..
i only noe that most of us did not concentrate..
then add maths period..very freaking interesting subject..
we went in class a bit late..
she was sitting there..marking her books..
when most of us got into class..
she started talking..
"still talking, 10 minutes gone already hor?"
so the whole class went pin drop silent..
she started calling names asking us to collect our books..
there's a few students who did not complete their exercise..
teacher ask them to stay back to complete their work..
but everyone in our class had to stayed back for choral speaking practice..
one started:
"teacher, we had practices today..after skul"
"i dun care, u have to complete ur work"
"but teacher, mrs. ramani asked us to stay back"
"too bad, it's ur problem, i dunno"
oh my god..speechless..
den..when students were coming out to collect their books..
one of them was walking with an awkward manner..
then teacher started talking again:
"u, come here.. come here and walk back again.."
"ok.."*he walks with the same manner again*
"come back here again..walk again.."
"ok.."*walks slightly better*
"come back here again..wan me to teach u how to walk??"
"no need la teacher..i can walk myself"*walks back..trying to be as perfect as possible..*
everyone started laughing..
non-stop..cuz something happened straight after then..
a student went out to collect his book..without tucking in his shirt..
and of cuz she started talking again..
"u, y u nvr TIE up ur shirt?"
"teacher, my pants too loose.."
"ask ur father buy a new one la.."
"teacher, i very poor, no money la.."
"no money hor?? go c puan gan la.."
(puan gan is our penolong kanan)
"huh?? oh..."*he walks in front as teacher as him to stand there..*
everyone laughed even louder..
hugging their stomachs..
goin to roll on the floor..
wad makes it more funnier is..oh my god..this is crazy..
she's asking:
"what old r u ah?"
that already made us laugh..
"y still so childish? still studying in kindergarten ah?? wad old r u?"
then someone who was not supposed to answer..answered
"16 la teacher.."
"am i ask u? am i?come out now..come!!!"
"i no ask u juz now..y u asnwer.."
"teacher..i thought u ask me.."
"no..u stand here.."
but..something that made most of us angry later on..
the teacher cant read a student's writing..
"wad r u writing? i cant read.."
"teacher..this is my writing..i cant chg it"
"ask ur father to teach la..if ur father dunno..nvm i can teach ur father..den ur father can teach u.."
he whispered to the teacher"teacher, my father had passed away"
"nvm, i can teach ur mother"
and what the hell!!
hey teacher..pls respect la..wad kinda attitude are u having?
and he got really pissed off..walked away..
sooner or later..i'm so gonna write a letter to the skul..
complaining this teacher's attitude..
hope she wont be teaching us anymore..
had enough with that teacher..
got problem de..

recess..after recess..we had a rehearsal for speech day..
although i'm not involved in it..cuz of state comp lo..
but had to go..dunno y..
guard of honour juz for awhile..
den i went for choir lo..
sang for juz 15 minutes..den talked for more than an hour..
discussing costumes..and we decided to wear
white long sleeves..long black slacks..leather black shoe..
and also shaw..=.= even boys..eww...
can u imagine us wearing that..
and the competition's next week..
state comp this saturday..
die lo..how to go for competition not well prepared..
god bless me..
god save me..
save my teams...

i seriously love piano la..

i love u baby..
hope u're by my side..
but i can already feel u around me..
cuz i noe u'll always be with me..
i love u..

-zkang-

cold morning..

2009-04-21T22:09:00.002+08:00

wad a cold morning it is today..
it was raining this morning..
it did not stop until the clock reach 0800..
breeze was appearing the whole time..
it was very comfortable and nice..
wad a day to sleep until noon..
how i wished it's holiday today..
can sleep until as late as i want..
u cant find this kinda weather too often..
everyone in skul was like so sleepy..
many came late..and i think they had the same reasons..
slept over time..
tze keat was talking bout someone the whole time bout someone..
asking opinions..
but i dint really tell him wad to do..
it's time to be independent..
haha..think urself..
today no need to do morning duty..
cuz of he rain..thx god..
today's weather make my whole day sleepy..
but happy at the mean time..
i love rainy and cloudy weather..
cuz it's like so beautiful..
god gave us mother nature and we shouldn't destroy it..
the cooling weather made a perfect weather to play football too..
surprisingly, the field was not wet..
and in fact..it was quite dry..
and we manage to play my new football..
and the 1st goal was made by choon wei..
he managed to score this ball the 1st goal..
ur name is definitely on this ball..

during chem..out teacher did not come..
somehow..i felt darn sleepy..
and i slept for this 2 periods..
(2 periods is not 56 days ok kean loong..negative minded..)
(2 periods mean 70 minutes)
den after chem, it was english..
madam low brought us to the hall for choral speaking this saturday..
and cheng nam and i do not have to attend that..^^

after skul..
force by krisk for training..
even though its juz for about 20 minutes..
followed cheng nam to tuition..
a new student was there..
cheng nam and kean loong knew him..but i did not..
i don even noe his name..
and cheng nam was like asking me to sit with him..
and i yelled don wan..
i wanna sit with her only..
no offence ya new boy..

tired ahh..
headache again..
go to sleep lo..
although it's so early now..
need to rest la..
chao..

baby i love u..
i'm so worried bout u..
miss u so damn much..

-zkang-

exams coming..AGAIN!!!

2009-04-20T21:15:00.002+08:00

shit..i just realized exams are comin in 3 weeks..
apa apa pun tak ade dalam kepala kecilku..
wad to do? wad to do?
if she dint mention the word EXAM..
i would already forgotten exams TOTALLY..
oh my god..
how come time pass so freaking fast..
to everyone who had not started their revision..
better start it right now..
cuz it's mid year exam..
means..our parents would come and take result..
if our result appeared sucky..
our parent would give us sores..
better study now guys..
3 weeks is not that long as u thought..
it would pass in a blink of an eye..
everyone jia you..gambateh..

MBS freaks!!!

2009-04-19T20:59:00.002+08:00

check out this youtube clip..
it was da MBS' prefects, librarian, it brigaders, sportman and a normal student..
which make about 20 ppl..
singing this song in a lrt..
and i'm inside..but not singing..
how embarrassed it would be..
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jX3X60RQPx4
u can c many ppl in the lrt were laughing at us..
we're total freaks..
i hope our principal wont c this..
if he did..he's so gonna kill us..
once in a lifetime leh..
u wont do this often ya noe?

sick~~

2009-04-19T19:51:00.003+08:00

sunday should be a day for everyone to rest de..
y i'm different?
had to wake up like so early for state comp training..
wanna sleep for 10 more hours also cannot..
but nvm la..sleep more easy get fat..
no one likes to be fat ryte?
although i'm trying my very best to get fat..
cuz someone keeps on asking me to eat more..
ask me to get fatter..
but do u noe its very hard?
no choice lo..woke up and went to hq..
arrive there about 0730 i think..
there's only 2 ppl there..so deserted..
after about half an hour..
many ppl came..
then only i realized that there's a meeting kinda thing for nursing..
training for sji and aa i think..
2 duties today..
so it was quite crowded after 10..
lalala~~~trained for few hours..
and the weather was bloody hot..
and i did not bring my water bottle..
so i kinda got heat stroke..
my forehead was warm..
very dizzy and felt like vomitting..

during the training..
we went to carrefour to buy some equipments that may be handy..
we ended up playin a fool inside..
as for me..i bought a nike football..
haha..rm45 if i'm not mistaken..
so we went bak after an hour..
train a few more hours..
playin a fool when we were having foot drill..
to show how suck we can be when we are doin foot drill to other division..
we stopped at about 1230 hours..
brian sent me to leisure mall..
and i had to take a bus home..
cuz daddy mommy don wan fetch..
nvm lo..
the weather is so freaking hot..
got heat stroke..
got home..and was very tired..
went to bath..even the water was warm..
ah!!!!!!!!!!!!i hope for rain..
i prayed for rain..
and it did^^
the rain made me sleepy..
slept for freaking 3-4 hours..
wad a waste of time..
i could have use the time to chat..
or played DOTA..haha..

i love my football..
hope it will not lost nor burst again..

i love u more..
i miss u more than anyone else..
i hope u're fine at all times..
i love u..

-zkang-

sbu iu

2009-04-18T22:32:00.004+08:00

today went to sbu iu..
with few guys..
zhang min, chun hong, tze keat.....
this morning till afternoon was hot..
damn hot..
freaking bloody hot..
crazy weather..
sit there..not moving..
next minute..u're sweating..
the uncle who sells ice-creams must be very happy today..
tze keat and chun hong were like..
"wow, sbu very big"
"look at their field, i wanna play football ady"
"i'm lost..too big"
and we thought..
"this skul is so big..sure rich..sure got air-cond..yeah!!"
cuz it's like blardy hot..40 celcius gua..
but amazingly..no air-cond!!
got registered..and they chopped my hand..
-PAID-
the event was like half indoor..half out?
dunno how to say la...very special..
watch the performances about an hour..
then went somewhere else..
with someone else..including tze keat..
he was friggin funny wey..
coward boy!!
their iu ok ok la...
not bad la...
dunno la..but still..
looking forward to their next iu..
dunno y..

miss u already..
bloody miss u..
i love u..
muacksssssss

liverpool lost..

2009-04-15T21:38:00.003+08:00

woke up b4 5 today..
bcoz it's so cold..
it's like pouring cats and dogs this early morning..
before the sun arise..
the rain was so nice..that i don wanna wake up till it stops..
but its 5.10 now..had to wake up..
or i'll miss my only transportatin to skul---bus..
how i wished it's holiday today..
so that i could sleep until 1200 hours..
izit possible? no one knows..
no choice..got everything done..
got downstairs..turned on the computer..
1st thing that i need to check..
the result between liverpool and chelsea on this morning..
it shocked me when i saw the score..
8 goals in a match?? wow..that must be interesting..
quickly..i go to youtube to watch the highlight..
it's indeed interesting and amusing..most of the goals were top class..
liverpool played good enough but they weren't lucky enough..
unfortunately..liverpool lost bcoz they lost to chelsea last match..
due to aggregate format..they weren't qualified for the semi's..
enough of this liverpool chelsea thingy..
cuz i'm none of these's football fans..
i'm manutd's fans forever..and they shall reign tonight (2moro morning to be exact)

so..turned off the computer..cuz it's already 0545 hours..
got out to catch the bus but it was still raining..
no choice lo..bare the freezing drops of rain..
got into the super cold like dunno what bus..
got to the lrt station..shyt..
strong breeze was blowing..got down from the bus..
already cold liao la..still go breeze wor..
genting or cameron meh??
cold till xial...inside lrt also so freaking cold..
darn it..reach skul..shivering walking towards prefects room..
i saw many disappointed faces in the room..
cuz there were many liverpool supporters who were prefects too..
the moment i got into the room..i showed 4 fingers on the right and on the left as well..
many of them wanted to kill me already..too bad..
they were prefects..haha
the rain continued till 8 something i think..
which can allow me not to duty^^

classes was normal today..
during bio class..
many student were rushing their add maths homework..
our teacher knew we were doin other work other than bio..
guess wad she said..
she gave us something to do..
and she said..
"ok..now do this while u guys are doin ur own things"
so freaking ironic..
then during english period..
our english teacher trained the students for the coming choral speaking (one of the performance for hari anugerah cemerlang)
few boys and i were excluded bcoz we had competitions and stuffs..
so we're so free..cheng nam and i were like talking DOTA for 2 whole periods..
haha..

after skul..rushed to performance group for cbd this coming friday..
which is soon enough..without realising..
it would be over..
it was so totally not organised..
then weixing summoned me from the meeting..
to train for state comp for next week competition..
lol..excused myself..told him i'm be bak soon..and nvr came bak..soweee
training till about 4 something..
went to eat then to tuition..

and i saw jue chuan..
after 1 week +2 days..
i finally manage to c him face to face..
he's wearing something on his nose..
to protect his nose from cracking again or further injuries..
he look so funny..
he looked like a bird from far and an idiot from near..
no offense k jue chuan?
wakaka..XD

got home about 2115..
i'm a busy man..i worked in mbsskl..
my working time is 0600-2100 hours..
no break time..pls do not call me during this time..
cuz i'm working..
being random..ignore me..
i hope everything would end soon..
so that i could spend some more time..

i love u..
i wished i had more time with u..
without u..u noe very well..
i cant live..i need u..
muacksssss

-lzk-

HAPPY BURFDAY ! ! !

2009-04-14T21:55:00.005+08:00

H a p p y B i r t h d a y To K a i C h i ! =)

Kai Xuan, Kai Chi n Jiawei(me)^^

Wonderful Moments

young, bashful, full of energy....

just some kid who is just 17...

desperate for some attention its just him its just him its just KaiChi!

Wishing u Happy Birthday

Best Wishes to u.

Jiayou for ur SPM!

-Dex-

it's monday..AGAIN!!!

2009-04-13T21:03:00.001+08:00

i woke up at 0513 hours this morning..
the moment i open my eyes..
i wondered..y did i wake up so early..
then only i realized it was monday..AGAIN!!
monday..the day where many student dislike..
cuz we still had to wait for another 4 or 5 days to weekend..
plus, assembly!!! the most boring thing in da world..
we had to listen to our principal's speech..
teachers' and yada yada..
boring..
today our assembly was like and hour? or so..
many students got caught for their long hair..
long fingernail, beards..

so, i missed my 1st class..
1 period of bio gone..
go there dunno do wad..the bell gone..
and it's time for add maths..
the period we hate the most every week..
not bcoz of we hate the subject..it's cuz of the teacher la..
that teacher does not make any sense..
and her english sucks!!
"am i ask u?"
"are u animals?"
"is u human beings?"
all sorts of thing will appear from her mouth la...
it's terrifying anyway..
her voice was and is damn loud..
killing our ears man..

after 2 periods of crazy add maths period..
morale period..
which all of us did nothing..
the class was unusually noisy..
the teacher did not seem to care..
periods after recess..
were boring..and very free..
cuz teachers were like teaching only?
and more than 50% of the students weren't listening?
i did listen ok?

after skul, i supposingly having choir practice..but i had meeting
for the cbd meeting on this comin friday..
our ah tao..getting nervous and nervous..
i go that meeting also dunno for wad geh..
it does not concern me anyway..
except the performance la..
that meeting made me stayed back..
instead of resting at home..

on the way home..
we took lrt and we met a girl from cbn..
which tze keat.....................................................
fill in the blanks urself..
haha...
they were so shy and embarassed..
didnt even dare to look at each other..
when they both got out of the lrt..they started talking..
damn fake wey..

haih..competitions are coming very soon lo...
stress, stress, stress, stress, stress
how to relesase stress efficiently?
tired..headache ahh..
wanna sleep...
good night folks..

baby..i really miss u now..
i wanna hug u now..
i love u..
good nite..

-zkang-

oh my god..time flies

2009-04-12T20:53:00.002+08:00

oh my god...it's monday 2moro..
time really fly very freaking fast and furious..
i still got tonnes of homework to do..
*need to do de meh??*

aiyo..don wan go skul leh..
wanna sleep at home...
online whole day..
dota whole day..
go skul also sleep only geh..
cbd coming very soon..
our dai-lou is surely stressed out..
rocket competition coming soon too...(21-23 april)
state comp...(25-26 april)
choir competition...(28-29 april)
wow!!!
can die de leh..

form 4..
3 whole months had already passed..
now's april..
it's so fast that i did not realise i'm actually left out..
still not used to form 4 life..
still got 18 months spm le lo..
and i'm still relaxing around..
although busy..
very busy lately and freaking scare will affect studies..
which already happened..
trainings are all around..
seniors giving serious stress on us..
can feel the pressure in the whole body..
can break down anytime..
hope i'm form 1..
but i think form 4 will be better..
i should enjoy life to the max..

damn tired la..
head always ache..
=.=~~~~

baby i love u..
baby i missed u..
u noe that i love u..

EASTER-RESURRECTION OF JESUS

2009-04-12T20:38:00.002+08:00

easter..
means a lot to many ppl..
bcoz JESUS resurrected on this date..
after 3 days he's crucified on the cross..
he came to earth to forgive our sins..
he sacrificed himself to take away our sins..
easter eggs and easter bunnies are always associated with easter day..
what are those?

easter egg..
represents new born..
as JESUS revived..
to whoever that trust in him..
shall not die..
as john 3:16 said:
"for god so loved the world that he gave his one and only son, that whoever believes in him shall not perish but have eternal life"

JESUS is the only way to heaven..
AMEN..

damn tired

2009-04-07T18:53:00.002+08:00

juz dunno y..
woke up with a super tired manner..
eventually will become moody and sleepy..
plus..it's raining this morning..
i wished i could sleep longer..
i got into the bus..
in matter of seconds..i fell asleep..
in the lrt..was sleeping again..
nearly miss my station..
got to skul..sleep again before i start my duty..

wad will happen to someone who lack of sleep..
first, he'll be tired..
then he got very tired..
very freaking tired..
and faint?
that's too boring..

when someone is tired..
he will be very tired..duh~~
then, he'll be very moody..
he'll start imagine things..
he'll get illusions..
he'll think of something crazy..
he'll think boys are girls..and girls are boys..
and that's dangerous..cuz he might kissed a boy..
and the world will get into chaos..
no more generations will be produced..
the world will be doomed..

ignore wad i said juz now..
cuz it's pure crap and nonsense..
too boring..and too hyper..

i thought i would be very tired throughout the day..
but..seems like i'm wrong..
maybe its bcoz of we're having pj today..
wanna play football..^^
but due to the rain this morning..
the field is bloody wet..
bloody muddy and it's soaked with water..
who cared?
we played..and i manage to score 1 and assisted 1..
after pj was total craziness..
i was darn sleepy..
felt like sleeping..cuz it's after meal..

when it came to chemistry class..
i was keeping my stuffs..and wanna go to lab..
that time..someone quarreled due to some misunderstanding..
and guess who's the victim??
me..
the fellow got very mad and pissed of..
he pushed his table away..
and it hit my pelvis..and now..there's a bruise on my hips..
pain~~
when i got to the lab..i was told that someone were fighting..again..
bcoz of misunderstandings too..

after skul..
went for practice for some performance..
it was funny..
really funny..
everybody was laughing their shit off..
thx to me..haha..

very tired ahh..
wanna sleep ah..

i felt sorry for u..
i missed u..
i bloody love u..

-zkang-

an FREAKING incident/accident

2009-04-06T22:15:00.002+08:00

someone is nagging me to update blog..
so i have no choice..
haha..

nothing much bout today la..
but then our add maths teacher was freaking funny today..
haha..the way she scolded us..
no one could have imagined how she look..
haha..she thought she looked fierce..
but she look like *********
i dare not say what's that..

we were suppose to have a football match with 4c..
but GOD does not allow..
HE sent the rain god around 12.30 pm..
and all of us were like..
aiyor..y now??
i heard from the 4c boys..
they even scolded with many unpleasant words..
but i was cheering and i dunno y..
many emo-ed..
many were sad..
many were angry..
many were disappointed..

the rain fell for about an hour and it stop..
many of us were cheering and got happy again..
they were looking forward to this match..
i dunno y..
our skul supposed to end at 2.25pm today..
but our chinese teacher didnt let us go early..
she let us go bout 2.45pm and we rushed out to the field..
we saw many "pool" on the field..
we did not care.."juz play la"
got changed..run to the field..
the moment we step on the field..
our 1st impression..it will be freaking dirty..
bcoz the field was totally soaked with water..
we wore the wrong costume..
we should wear swimming suit..XD

we started our match at.....3pm i think..
damn WET..many frens fell many freaking times..
many frens slipped..
it was like playin iceskating on a field..XD
the whole match..we hadnt have the chance to ctrl the ball..
bcoz it was too slippery..
i only had a shot..that shot was block by the keeper..
and hit the pole..wad a waste of chance..
5 or 10 minutes later..
we had a corner..i took the corner and sent it to the center..
mingren was unmarked..he scored..i assist..
first blood..1-0..4k leading..^^

5 minutes after the goal..
an accident happened..
brian was chasing the ball..so did jue chuan..
they both were aiming for the same ball..
without knowing the opponent was charging too..
it's abvious that jue chuan is gonna reach 1st..
but brian couldn't stop bcoz it's too slippery..
he fell and accidentally kicked on jue chuan's left cheek..
he screamed in pain..
he had difficulties to breathe later on..
he felt numb in his whole body later on..
and we, the st. john's couldn't do anything much..
but to comfort him..
we called the ambulance..
and we waited for freaking 10 minutes for the ambulance to arrive..
the paramedics examined jue chuan..
and brought him to gleneagles..i love that place..
cuz i have been warded there many times..
brian felt freaking guilty..

went home..and went to visit jue chuan with few frens..
jue chuan was still with his dirty muddy football pants..
the bed was dirty too..
the doctor examined jue chuan..
there's no concussion..
no head injuries..
but there was a crack in his nose..
causin nose bleeding..
he'll be fine soon..
according to my 16th sense..hehe
hope he'll be fine soon enough..cuz 2moro we have pj..
haha...

i think that's all la..nothing else to say..
wanna slp la..sleepy and tired..
buay buay..

i'm really sorry baby..
i didnt meant to do that..
i didnt noe i would make u worry..
i'm sorry..i love u..
bloody love u..

-zkang-

water water water

2009-04-02T19:32:00.002+08:00

lalala..
woke up.. and immediately i had a freaking crazy headache..
can faint anytime lo..
i slept in the bus..
i slept in the lrt..
i even slept before skul starts..
den 0705..no choice
had to duty liao lo..
got alot better but still dizzy..

in class..
amazingly..
i dint even felt sleepy..
i dunno how i do it..
maybe its the comic meng teck gave me..
crayon sin chan
crayon sin chan
crayon sin chan
crayon sin chan
haha..funny funny..

haih..how come i always will be the victim..
i was "reading"..
guys were splashing at each other..
and.............
i was in the center..
who u think will receive most of the water..
haih..u all play then play la..
don splash me pls..
i was like very wet ok...

den after skul..
i had 3 things to do at the same time..
i skipped my choir..*very sorry*
i missed something and i forgot wad's that..
and ended up in training for performance..
and oh my god..
i'm suppose to act as a SUPERMAN..
yup..i'm acting as a SUPERMAN..
with red underwear outside and a red cape..
haha..i think i cant tahan when i c myself..
the performance was freaking funny..
there's a guy who was requested to walk like very lcly..
den we were like..
no need to act la..be normal only..
haha..XD

y i don have any homework lately..
cuz i dint listen in class?
u think so?
yes of cuz..XD
need to do de meh??

i love u..
really love u..
really really love u..

-zkang-